Life Reflections

Women who attack other women

2012-02-06T13:52:00.000Z

This is something I have not been able to understand - why women like to attack other women.

I have noticed from a small child how women and girls venomously attack their gender. I have often been the recipient of their scathing actions.

When we raise the issue with parents, school teachers, managers in the work place they just brush it off as girls/women being catty or bitchy. From my experience this is not the case.

I have observed through school other girls being harsh not only with their peers but other women teachers who are more gentle than the rest. I saw my Form Teacher in tears because two of the other female staff were having a go at her for nothing, they were very jealous of her. Even the girls in our class ganged up on her. I must say there were 6 of us who refused to be apart of this, because we knew what it was like to be on the receiving end.

In the work place I have seen and experienced women verbally attacking other women. These women only do this where people cannot see or hear, they are cowards. I put up with a woman's constant harassment in my work place and when I finally complained about it, my manager took her side, and I believe this was due to her manager bullying him so he was afraid to make a stand.

I have seen women round on other women and experienced this myself on holiday for no reason at all they do not know the person, so how can they be so vile to them.

We are seeing an increase in bullying in all its forms it has a new lease of life with social media forums. I can understand how young people find it difficult to cope, especially if they are quiet and just like an easy peaceful life. People seem to resent that.

I had to bring this to light because I am fed of women who I have tried to help, turning round on me like a rabid dog. I have done nothing to deserve such behaviour and nor has anyone else in a similar position as myself.

This has taught me to be more careful of the people who I help and follow initial instincts even if the intuition may be weak. At least it could have saved me from a lot grief.

Women complain about men being brutal to women but in my life's experience women are more brutal to each other.

Beware on Twitter

2012-02-04T08:57:00.000Z

Some people to beware of on Twitter and reasons why I have not been Twitter because I have been dealing with the following:

Just like many of you I love to support causes especially people who are suffering and appear to be the underdog. This in itself can set you up to be preyed on people who are stalking you.

I found this to be so I had befriend a woman who supported Palestine and I agree that these people had suffered enough. They probably thought because I loved Egypt that I would support her actions. I love Egypt but I love peace even more. I used to read all their tweets and one day I found she was tweeting to Egyptian People to join the fight in Palestine. I felt this was so wrong and told her the only way was the peaceful way. I love the people in Egypt and did not wish to see them embroiled in battle with anyone especially at that time they were starting their peaceful revolution in Cairo and making major changes to their whole way of life.

Being psychic and continually working on myself to change and seek God as much as possible in my life also attracts people who wish to attack. The woman was also psychic and very conversant with some of the Middle Eastern practices. I felt that she was overly obsessed in watching me. I was woken from my sleep one night to find myself reciting something in a ritualistic language or at least a similar language and English stating that I did not love or worship God. I flew out of bed uttering very bad language "What and who is doing this?" I asked God to help and show me who had done this. God of course showed me who. I immediately broke away from them because there were also other evidence which pointed to them.

You have to be so careful with people on Twitter it is an ideal forum for groups and cults to prey on people and these people hunt in packs.

The second woman I befriended had also been stalking me for some time which I was not aware of because I talked to a friend of hers and she stalked everyone who he connects to.

I was tired and been working hard in the set-up of my business not speaking to many people and I found what I thought was her kindness refreshing. We started to speak on the phone I thought it was possible to have a good friendship. Then she poured all her problems out she had been a victim of an abusive cult on Twitter we spent many hours working through her stories. After a couple of chats with her I began to see "the woe is me" occurring time and time again, she was also very scathing of other women especially those who connect to the "the men in her life". I began to wonder when it would be my turn.

Second woman was still connected to people in the cult and I did not agree with this and I had inadvertently followed two of them. When I realised these people still liked being in communication with the abusive cult I unfollowed them at first. This was not received very well. I was told they would not re-follow me even if they disconnected from the abusive people, but why were they still following me I asked, she could not answer.

I have learned over the years to keep a watchful eye over my environment and some people call me "The Block Queen on Twitter", it is because I like to protect me and this is my right.

I had been busy with my work and had not the time to speak to the second woman, but felt I should just to see if she need some support. Oh I wished I had not. The second woman accused me of creating Karma for her as I unfollowed one of the people of this group and that I was rude and I should have explained to them err because they were her friend. I have not heard anything so ridiculous. Because I had unfollowed said person they would not offer me help with my business. I was unaware of this offer, funny how people make statements after the event. Even so I would still have unfollowed them as I refuse to be embroiled in abuse. I refuse to allow people to emotionally blackmail me either.

I would not bend or change my stance on the situation; so I received as I was expecting very scathing verbal attack from her because these people were angry with her over what I had done.

What she did not know was I had observed these people and they were still connected and communicating and I have blocked all of them. I can forget about them.

I also found that during our short association her kindness turned into talking down to me. I like to treat people as equals and I accept that people are in different positions of understand in life. There are ways and good use of language on how to reach various people. If you keep hitting a brick wall with someone they are not ready for help or change.

I knew something was afoot that day I could see all the signs and I am pleased to have cut the relationship it was very unhealthy for me.

You must be careful with people especially environments like Twitter and some people who have bad intent or agendas.

Under no circumstances do you give them your date of birth, your address as people who prey on others will use it for attack against you. The second woman was constantly asking me for my date of birth why what is so important. Important because she wanted to read my astrological chart..no way, they said they were very conversant with astrology wanted to help me, ummm, I also found out that was not true either.

People who have readings done by clairvoyants run a mile if they ask you for a lock of your hair.

It is your right to protect yourself at all times do not allow other people to bully you into backing down.

Now is the time you have to take control of your life allowing others to over-shadow you is unhealthy. You must stand strong OK if you make a mistake but hey your allowed to this is how you learn. Remember at least it is your mistake and not someone else's control over you.

Blessing to you.....

Surprise Ending to my Holiday

2012-01-11T15:09:00.003Z

My first holiday Nile Cruise in Egypt was extra special. Everything on the holiday brought a new insight into my life. It was the beginning of many new and simple magical experiences.

The final tour was a visit to Dendera which is about 30 minutes drive from Luxor. The Temple is magnificent. The feel is one of awe the temple being dedicated to Hathor has a feminine softness to it. Our first part of the Temple was to visit the crypt. Most people struggled crawling through the hatch or small opening at the bottom of some steep stairs. Once inside the crypt it was narrow with incredible art work it was so fine as the artists had used limestone which makes it easier to detail than sandstone. Many pieces looked like porcelain with fine delicate painting. The paintings of Hathor definitely did her justice as she is renowned for her beauty with lovely green eyes.

We were then taken up many steep stairs to the top of temple and it is on those stairs where the lighting was very poor and I recommend you take a torch. I was fortunate to walk with a couple who shared there light with me.

The ceiling of the room at the top of the temple was painted with Goddess Nut. Nut was the goddess of the sky and is considered one of the oldest deities among the Egyptian pantheon

The views were of the temple's grounds were breath taking. The thought of descending the stairs was quite daunting and they seemed steeper and darker on the way down. At last down stairs grouped in one of the chambers. A guide from another group walked across to us to show a photo taken by one of his group. It was a ghostly bad entity a white energy mass, it was somewhat distracting too, as I started to analyse the wherefores.

Time to spend on our own, this was my favourite time as I allowed my spirit to draw me where I needed to go. I wander off alone and away from the crowds of tourists and found a sunken garden. I let my mind float back in time to see what the garden used to be like. I could see the lushness and smell the perfume of the flowers and plants. I could feel myself there it was part of me. It was as if I had spent many an hour enjoying the peace and tranquil surroundings. I stood enveloped in a distant time, I wanted to return to that time and stay. I felt my life was so much better than now.

Time to return to the bus after I had enjoyed the special moment alone. Slowly I walked back to find the tour group. My peaceful meditation quickly stepped into the now. Four bus loads of Egyptian school children were making there way in my direction. They were aged between 8 and 11 years old. First a stream of young boys running, shouting welcome, welcome and waving to me, this made me smile as I waved back. Then the first group of girls came running at me each one did a "High Five" with me and said welcome. Followed by more boys running, shouting welcome, welcome and waving. By the time the last group of girls came running at me I was laughing so much at their excitement of meeting me and once again "High Five" from every girl on my hand. The teachers now in view and they were upset shouting at the children to leave me alone, but they did not. As I approached the teachers they were embarrassed and apologised profusely. I could only laugh and say do not worry they are so beautiful. I do not think the understood how happy they made me feel.

I was not prepared for such spontaneity and friendliness of the children.

This part of my holiday was the best and I will treasure it more than anything else. This event made me really fall in love with Egypt much more than the ancient sites. I am so grateful for the kindness and special treats I receive in Egypt.

Fleeting Visit

2012-01-11T14:21:00.002Z

Yesterday was yet again another special day for me. The Divine is bringing me many special treats which cannot be bought or just found anywhere.

I was just working quietly in my sitting room, when I heard a little commotion just outside the window. I looked through the fly-wire and could see a tiny fledgling sat on top of my shutter. The commotion was coming from the parents who were trying to get the little one to return to the nest.

The little chick just sat calmly on my shutter. I quietly opened my bedroom door and went out on to the balcony to take a photo.

The father bird flew in make such a raucous sound he nearly clipped me but he would not stand long enough for me to take a photo. The male bird was so majestic his plumage was an iridescent dark green and blue. The under body feathers were a golden yellow.

The mother bird was quite tame and dowdy in appearance I managed to take a photo of her with her little chick. I just wished my camera was better for taking a close up image of them.

Still the young chick she would not move just sat watching her parents panic around her. I was beginning to think there may be something wrong with the chick, and suddenly she fluttered to the fly-wire window. I walked closer to check everything was all right and the little chick flew straight to me and sat on the back of my hand. The chick sat on my hand for a few moments looking me straight in the eyes. Then she quickly followed her mother back to the nest where her father was bouncing up and down waiting for her return a typical anxious parent.

I was so honoured to have such gift given to me yesterday.

Awakening in Egypt

2012-01-11T14:19:00.002Z

We flew from Manchester Airport to Luxor as it was package holiday. As we started to fly over Egypt my friend became very excited I looked out of the window and saw desert.

"You have seen it all now, time to go back." I said jokingly.

We were greeted as per usual by the company representative and taken to our cruise ship. It was a very small ship thank goodness not many people on board. I was very happy for a change everyone on our tour was very friendly and mixed well and there were some spiritual and psychic people amongst our group and we enjoyed exchanging experiences.

We first of all went to the Valley of the Kings..it was hot and I had not been well with respiratory problems..the guides walked very fast and the second tomb we went in was Ramses II.. the energy was horrid suffocating I could hardly breathe I could not get out of the Tomb quick enough and sat gasping at the top of the stairs. Our guide who was worried asked me what was the matter I told him about the energy and he had noticed that too in Ramses II tomb. The guide smiled and said lets see what you think of the next tomb I glared at him, I was reluctant for another dose of the same. He managed to convince me I should at least try to go in the tomb and if I did not like it come back.

The next tomb was Ramses IV I walked cautiously into the tomb did not want to make a scene and it was uplifting the energy was light and loving. Compared to the previous one I could not believe the difference. I could have stayed down there all day. I felt really happy, well as happy as you could be in a tomb. The guide was waiting beaming from ear to ear.

"What did you think?" he asked me.

I smiled and replied "I could have stayed down there all day. The energy was unbelievable."

Next we went to Karnak Temple magnificent with all the columns.. it was getting warmer and we really had to walk fast to keep up with the guide in one part of the Temple the guide took a right turn but I really wanted to go left and struggled to go in the direction the guide was walking. I managed to push myself to follow the guide when he had finished his historical talk I mentioned to him what I felt. The guide said go back to where you wanted to go. Slowly I retraced my steps back to where we made the turn. I turned left as I wanted and saw somethings which looked like healing slabs and continued into an opening and a weeded clearing which was partly cordoned off with rope further on there was a smaller temple or annex. I just stood looking across the weeds towards a wall about twenty yards away and I felt there was a water channel nearby. I stepped over the rope and carefully walked over the weeds towards the wall and sure enough there was a channel they were just uncovering it. I took photos of it both prior to walking across the weeds and of the channel.

As we sailed toward Aswan I found the early morning prayers so beneficial to me I had been having problems sleeping for a long time and as soon as the staff commenced the morning prayers I fell asleep and slept so soundly to wake up a few hours later completely refreshed.

Trajan's Kiosk

On the evening I returned again to see the Sound and Light Show. I am a spiritual person I found the show really annoying. I made my way to the rows of seats for the tourists and sat down.I sat looking round whilst the tourists eventually made their way to the benches. I was overawed as I looked up at Trajan's Kiosk I could see I huge face of a woman at the side of the temple full colour. Her hair was styled like an Ancient Egyptian. I had no one to tell and I could hardly wait to get back to the ship to speak to the guide her identity will remain with me.

That was my first visit to Egypt and I had fallen in love with her and did not want to return to the UK. I found the Muslim people on the whole to be friendly very spiritual and perceptive. I could relate to them very well.

My second visit was later in that year this time I went for two weeks on a friends advice I opted to go with a singles tour company big mistake. The people in the tour group were nasty except for one woman who was only staying for one week and I wish I had.

I did not have many spiritual experiences on the cruise at all except this time at Kom Ombo as we walked away from the temple I started to laugh for no reason and could not stop laughing it was uncontrollable. It was just what I needed a good laugh.

We went by train to Cairo from Luxor and our first trip was to the Pyramids I was quite excited about this but what a surprise. The guides do not accompany you to look around our bus parked up and I could not stop myself I felt like I was being dragged pulled to walk in a certain direction. I could only imagine that it was like being drunk. I could not walk in a straight line the energy pulled and pulled me very strong to where it wanted me to stand and look. Well I took a photo but not sure what I was supposed to be looking at, and the energy dragged back to the minibus and as per usually I was last because I liked to go off sensing. This was a big sensing holiday for me compared to last time.

We checked-in to our hotel and we were all on the seventh floor of the hotel. That night I was disturbed by something in my room and as I looked up at the ceiling I saw Aton - the Sun god which is depicted as a ~Solar disk emitting rays terminating in human hands on the ceiling of my room. I kept looking at it I realised what it was and eventually I went to sleep. The next morning I spoke to the guide about it. I thought it might have been the street lights reflecting in my room trying hard to be logical..he laughed Nanette your on the seventh floor how can the street lights reflect in your room. Another mystery I will have to look into.

My third visit to Egypt again I tried the singles company and hoped for better tour members, unbelievable they were diabolical really rotten people. There were a couple of people who liked me but were a little afraid to spend too much time with me in fear of being victimised by the others. Despite this I managed to achieve everything I set out to do on this tour and had many special spiritual treats. I decided as I had ascertained the group precisely I would do my own thing and keep out of their way.

We visited Karnak Temple and this time I did not stay with the group I went straight off by myself. I started to walk very fast then I was almost running, I hurried past a Security Guard said wait where are you going stop running, I answered I know where I am going.. he said Oh My God you are running after your spirit slow down, slow down, I could not, he walked and strided as quick as he could to try and be with me, I went straight up some stairs I had found the time before and placed my hands on my special stone the Security said you can only have five minutes well I had fifteen. As I closed my eyes and placed my hands on the stone I could see briefly how the temple would have looked in Ancient Times is was rich with gold. Next to my hands I could see another pair of hands on the stone I have yet to find out who they belong to.

Everywhere I went on this tour I wandered off by myself sensing and feel everything all the time. In one way I was upset about the group and in another it gave me an excuse not to be with them.

I did not allow their diabolical behaviour interfere with what I wanted to do.

I had some very special secret moments which I cannot share on this tour.

We finally arrived in Aswan my whole being lights up on arrival in Aswan I could hardly wait to get to Philae. I was used to walking off by myself and went straight into Trajan's Kiosk to sit and meditate it was peaceful. One of the Temple security guards approached me and asked me to follow him and as this tour was turning out to be an adventure I just did that he took me to a special chamber off the main Isis Temple where I could sit in private and meditate and prayer without being disturbed by the tourist, he was a lovely man gave me some incense and he lit it for me to hold in the little chamber.

After the prayers I went for a walk and met another guard who took me to prayer in another part of the temple and he lit a candle and he joined me in the prayers holding my hands. I could feel a surge of energy flowing from me to him as he held my hands and tears flowed down his face. I was rather shocked at first and realised we were releasing inner pain.

I was overwhelmed as nothing like this had ever happened to me before. The guards took me to the main alter room and cleared everyone away except three Dutch women who joined me at the altar stone we all joined hands around the stone and again the energy started to flow I placed my hand one by one on their backs each of them cried as they released old emotions. The tears just flowed down their faces. I had no inkling this would happen. There was only one woman on the tour who would speak with me (travelling again for a week) I had promised to take her sensing. I took her to the chamber but the Security ushered us into another chamber and an Italian lady joined us. We stood in a corner and one of the security held their hands of the two ladies whilst I placed a hand on their back and prayed the energy started to surge again. The security guard prayed and tears flowed down his face the whole time. I was really overcome again. I overheard the Italian lady speaking to her friends about what had happened the force of the energy was so strong flowing from me.

God blessed me on my last visit to Abu Simbel it has to be the most magnificent of all the temples. The enormity of the construction is just breath taking. The day was doubly blessed we arrive just before sunrise and not only that God had blessed me with being the only person in each Temple as I walked in to enjoy the splendor and beauty of energy and art work both of which are still intact. The energy of both temples were very uplifting and pure in vibration. When I compare the Ramses II tomb in Luxor and the temples he built there is no comparision in the energy. Perhaps the energy in the Tomb is not of him but been contrived by someone else.

After completing my sensing in the temples I was greeted with the moment of sunrise and this is a sight to behold.

I did not have any experiences in Cairo this time as I knew where to walk to but still trying to fathom what it was all about.

Before going to Egypt I had not followed goddess Isis or Hathor or studied anything about them. I was at that time learning about the Irish Celtic gods and goddesses. I have been to places in UK where gods and goddesses have supposedly resided and there is nothing to sense. I was very much surprised to have encountered Isis and Hathor energies let alone see one of their spirit forms at Philae.

I have now completed a great deal of spiritual work on myself that is healing and personal development. I am now looking forward to extending my knowledge of Egypt's Spirit and her mysteries and sharing them with people who wish to learn.

I have learned over the years people react to people on a Soul level even if you do absolutely nothing to aggravate the situation you will find that bad people are always bad to the good. This is a clash of Souls. Often the best you can do is keep your own council so at least you cannot be accused of saying anything and follow your own inner guidance and keep strong.

The other special encounter on both these occasions I was able to meet and talk to people from other countries who could see what I was being subjected to by the groups I was with. I did not complain about them but just enjoyed talking and learning about Brasil, Luxemburg, Switzerland and Spain. the group from Brasil were mainly Japanese immigrants to Brasil and a very elderly lady with her daughter took a shine to me she always had a big hug for me every evening and insisted to sit with me in my group after dinner. The group I was with did not like it at all but dare not say anything. Out of thunder storms comes pockets of rainbows.

I was speaking to the first guide and company representative one afternoon and they stated that there are many people (groups) going to Egypt to try and corrupt the energy there which is really sad. This is people who practice the dark arts. I actually saw some people at Philae Temple performing some spiritual nonsense there and they are not ashamed of being seen. The New Age movement has some answering to do for the ridiculous practices that have been developed and are being used.

Blessings.............

What Does Making a Commitment to the Divine Mean?

2011-09-01T18:04:00.002+01:00

What does making a commitment to the Divine mean? How do we work with Angels and Archangels?

We live in a society where we expect everything to be given and done for us without doing much before hand to receive. The same goes for asking Angelic help we expect them to jump to and do our requests simply because we ask them. This is not how it works at all.

This is a dialogue between an Archangel and two Archangel's Aides and a woman whose life has been extremely difficult.

Ms Y : Archangel A, Archangel A, Archangel A, please help me with this problem.

Archangel A: Who is that I do not recognise the vibrations?

Archangel A's Aide: That is Ms Y remember last year we did a rescue mission on her after she made serious commitment to us. Ms Y was in a bad state, she was living in her own world war created by fallen angels.

Archangel A: Ah I remember she was exhausted from being bombard by those evil dudes. Yes, we swept in and cleared it all away, because she was doing as much dedication as she could for the state of her being. What happened?

Archangel A's Aide: Ms Y was doing really well, I was very proud of her bit by bit she was managing to do the prayers as stated, even coped with the 70+ iterations. Then as she put it "Life" got in the way. "Time" not enough of it.

Archangel A: Ms Y's Life got in the way! Did she not know that "Life" would not get in the way if she kept up the iterations of prayers to God Divine and all that is Divine.

Archangel A's Aide: Apparently not.

Archangel A: So what is Ms Y doing now, what is she calling for this time?

Archangel A's Aide: Ms Y has realised her mistake and that the evil dudes are playing games with her again.

Archangel A: What is Ms Y doing about it?

Archangel A's Aide: She is making another commitment and dedication to the Divine God and all that is Divine. Asked for forgiveness for not committing properly. Ms Y is listening to our instructions to making the prayers easier for her. Ms Y is doing her iterations every day 70+. You know what? Ms Y has found it does not take all day either.

Archangel A: So pushing Ms Y's arm up her back worked made her get back to what she should be doing.

Archangel A's Aide: It certainly did. Ms Y is finding that she has learned that being committed pays off. Ha ha ha she found the prayer to call all Light Beings into action to help her. So now "Life" is being taken care of.

Archangel B's Aide: We preside over Life on Earth and we are taking care of matters.

Archangel A: Why are more and more people on Earth having problems with fallen angels?

Archangel B's Aide: Well, because they are following these Angel Gurus who profess to know us intimately. The gurus tell the people that we will do all their bidding they just have to ask. Like find the pen they have just dropped and rolled under the chair.

Archangel A: They teach them that we will doing anything they ask without any commitment to God and the Divine.

Archangel B's Aide: Especially you.

Archangel A: They are focusing on the pictures of fallen angels and drawing that energy into their lives. Of course fallen angels and their mates will be anyone's best buddy and do their bidding until they get a grip of them. Then the person will have to do their bidding or have their life ruined. Ms Y would not do their bidding so they ruined her life.

Archangel B's Aide: The fallen angels enjoy having their false images painted by psychics too. They have you wearing a lycra super-hero suit. There is no end to it.

Archangel A: Why do people believe such false information from the "gurus" ?

Archangel A's Aide: The Earth people seem to believe people who are loud and egocentric. They swallow everything the gurus say hook line and sinker. Many are afraid to be different they like to follow each other in numbers for security.

Archangel A: Each Archangel and Angel has boundaries within which they work. It is impossible for us to undertake anything outside our domain. All people have to do is commit simply and purely to God and the Divine. They need not focus on cards. The soul will guide them to find the correct information they need to make a higher commitment which is for those who are being pulled into the Light to work.

Archangel A: We are wanting people on Earth to be individuals and work with their unique gifts. First you must connect to your soul and the Divine. Listen to yourself, question what other's say. Commit to the Divine in everything you do. We are here to support you but you must also support the Divine. All relationships are two way. Give and take.

Archangel B's Aide : I will tell Ms Y we are pleased to have her back on board.

Blessings......

War, What Is It Good For!

2011-08-28T09:01:00.000+01:00

As the song goes War, What Is It Good For Absolutely Nothing!War is a savage state of being which can only be enjoyed by evil. Those who come together in war support the Evil Dream.

When I was growing up we were all condition that war was done in the name of God what a lie that is.

People who are conscripted into the military forces be them in agreement or not, it is against their freedom of choice. It must be extremely difficult for someone who has strong views against this to have to knowingly partake in such an evil act.

Growing up in Australia I remember friends of our family being conscripted to fight in the Vietnam war some of them were enthusiastic could not wait to kill, seeing the truth about them surface made me feel ill. I could see others who were afraid to go and deep down I was afraid for them too.

My Father was in the second world war in the RAF in Egypt, he did not ever speak about his experience during the war it was a subject not ever talked about or shared. It was not until after he had retired and had a stroke that the memories came back of the horror he had experience. It was my son who was playing with his toy guns and swords that brought the memories flooding back to my Father. One day when my son was playing soldiers with him, my Father started shouting at the top of his voice "NO GUNS, NO GUNS, NO GUNS" I was alarmed as my Father in my whole life had never shouted. He sat slumped in his wheelchair tears pouring down his face. Still we will not know what it was all about. Unfortunately at that time all our lives were chaotic and I did not have time to sit and analyse the reasons. My Father would not say why "NO GUNS". I now feel my Father's spirit is inspiring me to write this. A few week's ago he asked me to burn all his war photos and memorabilia as he said it was nothing to be proud of. I did exactly that and I could feel a peace come to him and myself.

War is legalised murder, rape and thieving regardless of who partakes in it both are wrong. They fight for vanity and self-power not for the good of the people.

I have seen videos of soldiers who had been on a shooting and raping spree in Iraq then sat down to eat. Who could eat? What kind of soul can do this? Definitely not a good one.

Those who volunteer for the military, I am sure some of the people really do not understand what they are doing. The military who came round our schools certainly did not highlight the murdering they would be involved in. It was focused on the "Good" life.

Being involved in the war machines on whatever level it is you are staining your soul. Even if you just do administration you are involved with the murder, raping, and thieving that is going on. You are connected to it.

People who support war, support evil it is that simple.

Feel sorry for our lads fighting, NO I do not they made their choice to go and murder, torture, innocent people. They are nothing to be proud of they just fulfill the evil dream.

Billions in finance go to support the evil acts which should be spent in supporting and providing what is needed in the world. Building a happy and safe place for everyone to live. It can be done but they choose not too.

Remember if you agree with War and you support those in the military you are part of the Evil Dream.

You take on personal karma, family karma, regional karma, country karma, world karma.

Soul Mates - Part 2

2011-08-28T06:49:00.000+01:00

Every time I see Soul Mates it makes me laugh people really love to milk other's naivety to gain money. Not everyone has a soul mate because they are undeserving. To have a Divine Soul Mate has to be approved by God. God is the one who decides whether a soul can be halved to form the perfect match. The perfect match is only in the spiritual world, as once the pair re-incarnate life and earthly eperiences pay their toll. The couple may have to work through many differences, cultural and traditional before they are able to flow together as one. The underlying current of course is their Soul Love which is deeper than the four letter word "LOVE" many people use to manipulate others to do what they want.

Soul mate can also be other spirits/soul you have an affinity with such as a pet, plants, especially trees, wild animals.

People need to wake up as there is so much consumerism out there just waiting for the gullible.

Personally I just want peace and happiness. I will be happy if I meet someone who may or may not be my soul mate and they make me happy and share our life together honouring the Divine this is what is important to me.

I have many Soul Mates now who are friends and we share a deeper friendship but they are not an intimate love.

Learn to appreciate yourself first instead of going around in headless chook mode continually looking for the "One" Soul Mate if it is meant to be they will show up in your life at the right time for you. You do not need to do anything to attract them because the connection is so strong the gravitation between you is constant. Even then relationships may not work out due to individual life experiences on Earth.

Riots in UK

2011-08-12T17:34:00.000+01:00

All the news in UK is about the riots. Very bad state of affairs for everyone especially those who have been living through them. Watching family member being hurt and worst of all senselessly murdered. Heart-breaking to watch even from a distance.

Everyone is saying the rioters are stupid and anarchists. Some of them will be from the UK thug club which take advantage of penetrating all demonstrations to cause havoc.

Can you imagine how the young people will be feeling? Many have spent years studying gone to university and for what? There are no jobs for them they have enormous fees to repay. Their creative minds have nowhere to flow, nowhere to apply their learned skills. They see their families lose their jobs, homes, and savings in the banks.

Many will be on prescribed drugs for depression as they cannot cope with life. Prescribed Drugs, many are more dangerously mind altering than some of the illegal drugs.

The government and people wonder why they are angry.

The government has sold out the British People. The put-you-on-jobs like working in Customer Services/Call Centres have all been off-shored. All the industries have virtually gone out-sourced. Even the utilities have been out-sourced too. So what do the people here have to look forward to. The British workers produced excellent products long lasting. Now our shops are flooded with products from China. All of them were made in the UK but no more.

We were famous for clothing throughout the world. Now we only have shoddy clothes from China and if we are lucky enough to find them from other countries.

People have been demonstrating peacefully for many years in this country for years about the bad state of life here.

What does it take for those in charge to understand that people cannot endure the pain anymore?

We need jobs here and industry to stabilise the country. All we seem to do now is push paper around that is not productive.

The corporations have put many small businesses out of business by buying up all the city shops and inputting the shops they want us to buy from.

There has been an influx of workers from abroad and I agree, they need earn to live but they accept below minimum wage and this in turn creates problems, as the British worker knows what the minimum wage is and will not work for less.

The problems happening here are not unique they are arising all over the world. Those in charge obviously got it wrong for the people in their countries. Though those in charge do not seem to feel any of the effects or pain of the people they govern.

Those in charge solution to this is violence. Bring in the military and police. Blaming other revolutions in other countries instead of accepting that they are at fault.

What is needed is to listen or at least get people in the government who can listen and understand the plight of those suffering.

Peace is needed for everyone and the billions spent on war should be invested into the country to help the people first. We do not need war nobody is threatening us. So why should we threaten them?

Communities are pulling together to bring peace this is what it is all about, nothing has come from the government.

Be peaceful in all your actions, listen and help.

A Robin's Wisdom Song

2011-08-12T07:07:00.000+01:00

I was sat this morning in the sunshine doing prayers and one of my beloved friends joined me in full voice. Cheeky Beak I call him.
I asked Cheeky Beak to give me some thoughts to share with my friends and this is what he said:
A Robin's Wisdom Song
Everyone has a song to sing

Sing it clear, sing it strong

Sing it so others can hear

Sing your message loud and clear

Sing it your way

Sing it to your tune

Sing with the full power of your voice

Sing Praises of the Divine

Sing about the forthcoming Peace

Sing of Soul Love

Sing in Joy

Sing in Gratitude

Sing to the Sun for nurturing this Earth every day

Sing how blessed you are to be here and now

Sparrow's Wisdom

2011-08-12T07:05:00.002+01:00

Unity Unification of All
Join together to change the whole
Drop the prejudices as the hate will get you nowhere
Learn to sing a harmonious chorus
Become a big family and share equally among you
Be like us, work to sustain us all
Sort the wheat from the chaff
Let it be a pure strand
Gleefully combine your voices for peace, harmony for all the land.

Bird Wisdom

2011-08-12T07:04:00.000+01:00

We do not have to change we are as we have always been. In tune with the Divine Pulses.
We ask now you destructive ones to change!
Stop killing and choking us with your abhorrent ways
Stop pushing us around to meet you needs - we have needs too
Stop killing each other - you are the ones who invited Evil here
Stop Evil you must.

Our Waters

2011-08-12T07:01:00.000+01:00

Our waters flowed pure and clean.
What have you done to the sustenance of life
We cough and spit the water you so gallantly poison with chemicals.
Ah you say it is better for health, teeth and goodness knows what.
You are liars
To the gullible oh how they "swallow" your scientific "research" as proof for doing your evil deeds.
You poison the plants, animals and humans on this Earth.
Only evil can tolerate poison they need it to exist.

Speckled Life

2011-08-12T06:59:00.000+01:00

Speckled I am and speckled I be this is very natural for me!
I find this is not natural for me:
Our world is full of speckled smuts of pollution they pass into every living cell.
You of dark souls you created this
You pollute your minds and this pollutes your soul
You pollute the air we all try to breathe
You pollute your food with chemicals and see the damage to your health
You pollute the rivers, seas and oceans
How do you sleep at all?
You spread your pollution by inferring it is the latest technology, it is OK and will be the norm.
It is not the norm it is pollution world-wide scale.

Why Should someone die so you can live?

2011-08-12T06:54:00.001+01:00

Do people really think about the consequences of an Organ Donor Card?

I believe expecting someone else to die so you can have their organs in order that you may live is very selfish attitude.

It is true the doctors remove the person’s organs for donation before they have actually died. This leaves many questions to be asked about the person supposedly dying and the integrity of the doctor.

Integrity and money received for performing such operations need to be questioned as it has become quite a business.

We all have to die at some point and avoiding death or playing God is not advisable the karma incurred for murdering a person so that another may live are great.

For many who are afraid of death organ donations are an opportunity to extend their life. Many who carry donor cards feel it is right that someone will benefit from having received their organs and it is honourable thing to do but to have the organs removed before a person has died is so wrong what if they were to live unexpectedly.

I refuse to carry a donor card as I believe if it is my time to die then also it is another person’s time to die. I would not want another’s blood or organs to live. For God created me whole with everything I need and if my body is failing then so be it.

I could not live knowing I had taken the other person’s last moments of life in order that I may selfishly live.

Blessings

Ah that is where my soul is!

2011-08-01T08:11:00.000+01:00

As I read various quotes there seems to be a great misunderstanding of what and where the Soul is.

The Soul is energy which can function singularly in a body form or as a collective group in spirit. The souls do merge together even on the plane of their existence.

The soul can be very small which is a young or new soul but it has the light and all the potential created within it. The young souls have to be nurtured slowly to learn how to harness their potential and work with it correctly.

As the souls mature and dependent on their evolvement they become larger and so does the Divine Light within them. Their potential may increase with age.

When a Good Soul incarnates they enter the body through the crown of the head and reside in a cavity in the chest near the heart. They reside near the heart as the soul's vibrations make the heart beat not vice versa. Even if a soul is large remember it is energy and can compact into a small space.

When a Bad Soul incarnates they enter the body through the base/root chakra and reside in the lower abdomen with a tentacle like attachment to the heart.

The chakra systems for a good soul differ to a bad soul. A good soul does not have a base/root chakra between the legs. When I discovered this I soon realised why I could not ground or balance myself as I had tried to work with the conventionally taught chakra forms and colours. This did not work for me and nor does it work for others. (Even though they may be convinced it does purely because another says it is so.)

The soul contains all your knowledge past present and future and it is essential to connect with your soul to become the real you. Society constraints have encouraged detachment from the soul with expressions like "Do not let your heart rule your head". Your soul (heart) has to rule your head. The ego/mind is in your head and is the most negative aspect of you which undermines everything which is good for you.

At the time of death the soul leaves the body it can depart through any chakra, a Good Soul will leave through any of the top four chakras and a Bad soul will leave through the abdomen or root chakra.

The reason for this is the Good Soul is returning to higher realms and the Bad Soul is returning to lower realms of existence. Neither can tolerate the vibrations of the opposing realms.

We also have expressions stating a person is an 'Old Soul'. This can be true of either Good or Bad Souls . The difference being is a Good has matured through good, kind and acts of love whereas a Bad soul has not. Both have knowledge but in general a Bad Soul will hide behind good wisdom to masquerade their true self.

I hope you found this simple piece on souls helpful as the information about souls is very intricate and needs personal analysis to learn.

Blessings

When should you start to educate your child?

2011-07-18T16:57:00.002+01:00

As soon as they are born through love and gentleness making learning fun and exciting.

It is the parent’s responsibility to teach their child to be able to function in society at least know the basics to survive.

Toilet Training

The medical profession make a big song and dance about toilet training how it affects the psychology of a child. Please tell me the psychological effects on a child sat in its urine and excrement In this throw away society we have disposable nappies this makes it worse creating a very bad environmental effect too. Important the chemicals of the nappies are going in to the baby and what long term effect will this have on the genitals and whole being.

Yet we toilet train puppies and kittens from being days old so what happened are we less intelligent than a dog or a cat.

I grew up in Australia and many of the old families where I was born in Australia toilet trained their children from being born baby. As soon as the baby produced a solid faeces/motion they were placed on a potty after every meal and if you are observant of your baby you will notice they usual have a motion after every meal.

Training the water or urinating can be a little harder but still possible to achieve this at a young age. Basically it is placing them on a potty at regular intervals so they get used to going to the toilet. I had lots of laughs and embarrassing moments. It is better to have a clean child. I was always complimented on how fresh and clean my baby smelt and the reason why they were not sat in a dirty nappy.

As much as I love children it is one factor that stops me want to cuddle someones baby is that they have a smelly dirty nappy especially when they have the time to spend on their child.

I read an article many years ago and also viewed a TV programme of women in the USA toilet training their babies and I was pleased to see this and they used similar methods taught in Australia that I had used on my child.

Teaching your Child to Read and Write

I had a very demanding child. I played gentle games from them being weeks old. Like all mothers I needed to rest. This is when I found reading to my baby helpful. I had three books of nursery rhymes and I would sit, read and sing and do all the actions with my baby for many hours everyday as they were a colicky baby. They found the reading and singing soothing and I found it less tiring than walking up and down patting their back and becoming stressed.

The reading became a good habit and as my baby grew I bought simple reading books and by the time they were 6 months old they were speaking, Mum, baby, dog, bath, whoops-a-daisy a common expression when they fall over or drop something. We would sit and go through the pictures with one word on the page pointing to the picture and the word and saying the name of the object.

I was advised by a friend to buy Meg and Mog books by Jan Pienkowski. They were fun but they also get the child used to reading across the page and down. Very well thought out.

By the age of 2 years old they were reading fluently the simple books and had an extremely good vocabulary.

I started to teach them how to write, but unfortunately our life went pear shaped and we did not have the time. I did manage to bring balance back into our lives but the gap had disrupted the flow. It was at school where the most damaged occurred all my hard work deliberately undone. Again I had to step in to teach my child because the teachers had a negative influence. My child’s primary education was done by me.

Growing up in Australia taught me how essential it is to learn to swim and respect the sea and the sun. The sea is fantastic but also very dangerous. Being confident in and around water is essential even more now than before.

My Father taught me how to read maps and roads. Like so many children mine could be very annoying on long trips so at the age of 8 year I taught them how to read a map and road signs. This was great kept them quiet and also they understood where they were going and how to get there and back. Often we would encounter traffic jams and it was my child’s responsibility to guide me away from the traffic jam. It did not matter if they got it wrong at least we were moving. I would find a convenient place to stop and explain the better route and why. The important thing was they were learning.

Pacifiers, Dummies etc

These are the most revolting things which have been made. Admitted I used as we call them a dummy to get my baby to sleep and only at night did they have that. The removal of this caused a week a screaming and tantrums was it worth it, no. I should have looked to remove the problem of not being able to sleep.

It is now fashionable to see babies and young children with a huge plug in their mouth. This distorts the speech of the child, spoils the teeth and general speaking they look awful. It is a sign of a lazy parent who just wants to shut the child up instead of answering questions and teaching them about their environment and life.

Activities

There are so many good and fun activities to do indoors and out without engaging in the mind destroying computerised games and TV.

Learning to understand nature on every level.

Teaching your child should start as soon as you feel they are ready and capable. Listening to so called experts may be holding your child back. It should always be fun and not like having lessons in school. It should be part of their play time with you something you both enjoy.

There are endless activities to engage in to open and expand the knowledge of your child. They could be interested in activities you are not and make allowances for this.

Blessings to all....

Who I am?

2011-07-12T11:39:00.002+01:00

My Soul is my true self nothing more nothing less

My body for what it is worth is just a sham or a shell

My vibrations keep my body alive.

I keep my body alive not my heart.

I vibrate to make my heart beat.

The day I die will be when I am called back to my spiritual home.

I will leave my body and the heart that pumps blood will stop.

My body will have a heart attack.

I will be very happy once again.

I have stood here before

2011-07-12T09:29:00.001+01:00

I Have Stood Here Before

I have stood here before

Allowing my deluded mind to blind me

I have stood here before

I see what was a beautiful soul, your soul was the same as mine

I have stood here before

I could not see that your goodness is now shrouded in darkness, you struggle with this

I have stood here before

Loving you with all my soul and receiving nothing in return

I have stood here before

Listening to your words of manipulation believing that you really care

I have stood here before

Seeing that your actions do not meet my exalted belief of you

I have stood here before

Ultimatum time discard your darkened shroud and join me

I have stood here before

I am walking straight ahead. Will you?

Focusing on Change

2011-07-03T14:17:00.005+01:00

The Focus is on Change

Change is happening to all who seek it. This is the most important focus of today is to participate in your own change and it is to be done peacefully if possible.

Changing or reverting to your true nature takes time and courage. There is no quick fix to bring about changes in your life. The healing process is long and arduous.

People who say “Just Let it Go!”

I ask “Let go of what?”

You have to understand what you are “Letting go of”.

You need to know:

What was the reason for issue occurring and the root cause of it?

Who or what was involved?

Forgiveness to yourself and those involved.

This takes a lot of work and it is continuous until it is completed.

The main point is:

How do you find out in the first place what the issues and limitations are?

The only way to deal with issues and limitations is to connect with the Soul properly and God/Divine. You require Divine support to help you through resolving all of this and a pack of Angel Cards will not help in any shape or form in fact they will hinder you as they function on a lower vibration and will hold you back. You have to become self-reliant.

How do you get Divine Support?

Divine Support only comes through commitment and dedication. You have to thoroughly cleanse your environment the Divine will not work in an environment full of Evil and bad entities, it is an insult to even think about it. Your home has to be a sanctuary. Simple smudging or incense burning will not suffice. It is not a case of simply calling Archangel/Angel (Name) to help you and request they do ABC for you. They do not work like that. They have boundaries in which they work.

Once you are connected to your Soul. Your Soul will take control and manage the releases of limitations and issues. The stronger you become the more painful issues will be brought forward.

What is meant by painful?

Issues which become deep seated in your emotions, mind and physical body. Your continual focus on the same issue year in year out makes it stronger and painful.

E.g, Recently, I faced an issue through keeping my old behaviour. Life placed me in a position to face that particular limitation. I had no choice but to flow into the change of thinking and behaving. As I flowed and released the fear deep in my abdomen, as this is where I had stored it and built upon it. I could feel a brick in my lower abdomen. Oh the pain was excruciating. I had not experienced a stomach ache like it before. I was not at home and friends quickly took me home and it was many hours before the pain completely left. Leaving me, feeling fresh and energised.

Different kind of pain is an explosion of emotions especially supressed ones that have been building up over the years. I was shocked to find myself exploding at the main person in my life who had offended me. I had spent a great deal of time trying to make peace and harmony. How could I find peace with all the pent up emotions inside. I did not realise it was going to happen and I could not control it either and whoosh I erupted like a volcano.

The pain was that I felt uncomfortable with losing my composure, peace, calm and happiness but it had to be removed. It was also a lesson for the other person in behaviour.

It is having confidence in working with your soul which will allow you to understand what is going on in your body and emotions, and why.

Many of you will seek therapists to help you release your issues and limitations. Remember the ONLY pain you should experience is your own personal pain. Not the pain inflicted by a brutal mal-practitioner. This is a time of being gentle and compassionate with yourself and those you seek to aid you, need to be gentle and compassionate.

Just like your soul is gentle with you and when orchestrated with the Divine the healing will be perfect.

E.g. of a bad practitioner this is one of many I went to. I went to an English practitioner for massage and Chinese acupuncture. I was very ill and like everyone else desperate to find a solution to heal and have good health. I found her methods uncomfortable but I persevered. The last time I visited was as a result of her methods and attitude. She placed a needle in my neck the pain was unbearable like an electric shock, I shrieked, screamed and cried out loud. Her response was “There that is because you have so much wrong with you.” The pain was not a release of any issue but due to her brutality of how she had been taught which I found to be consistent with similar practitioners. There was no support or compassion and consideration of me as a human, I was just a piece of meat. Yes they were upset when I cancelled. I was regular income.

The mal-practitioner had no idea of the enormity of what was wrong with me and nor did I.

Beware just because they practice alternative medicine does not mean they are compassionate, loving and good.

If you are serious about changing and regenerating your true self, you will take the time and dedicate effort into doing this as you are worth it.

You have to be patient with you and your life for there will be times when life appears to be static and become frustrating. There is much going on within and around you to take you to the next phase and we all want to arrive yesterday, realistically this is not possible.

Always be compassionate with yourself first. Give time to heal, rest, nap and sleep. The more you flow with what your soul desires for you the quicker you will change and heal off the past.

Blessings to All……….

Robin Wisdom

2011-07-01T20:09:00.003+01:00

I was sat this morning in the sunshine doing prayers and one of my beloved friends joined me in full voice. Cheeky Beak I call him.

I asked Cheeky Beak to give me some thoughts to share with my friends and this is what he said:

Robin's song

Everyone has a song to sing

Sing it clear, sing it strong

Sing it so others can hear

Sing your message loud and clear

Sing it your way

Sing it to your tune

Sing with the full power of your voice

Sing Praises of the Divine

Sing about the forthcoming Peace

Sing of Soul Love

Sing in Joy

Sing in Gratitude

Sing to the Sun for nurturing this Earth every day

Sing how blessed you are to be here and now

Healing is for the Birds

2011-04-14T19:54:00.014+01:00

8 April 2011 was a warm sunny morning. I was hanging the washing in the back garden, when I became aware of a Dove sitting on the patio. I thought how strange as he did not move. At first I thought I was seeing things, because he was so motionless. Many birds in my garden are quite tame, but still they usually fly to a position of safety to be more comfortable in a nearby tree and watch me from a distance.

I watched the Dove as I continued to hang the washing. He still did not move. I put the wash basket down and walked slowly toward the Dove. He tried to fly but to no avail. The Dove's outstretched wings could not lift him into flight and his beak and face hit the ground. He tried a further two times and failed again.

I quickly went indoors and got a small towel to wrap him in, without a thought I just picked him up and gently wrapped him up and carried him in one hand and the garden chair in the other to sit in the warm sun. The sun's rays are special in different types of healing. As we sat I could feel his little heart pounding in my hand, but he did not once struggle remaining calm he seemed to know he was safe. I took the towel off and examined him. I could see he had a broken leg, which just hung limply. The wings were not folding properly as they had sustained bruising from being hit by a car. The Doves are big enough to see, so there are no excuses to drive into them or any other creature if you are aware of your surroundings.

I re-wrapped the Dove in the towel and started to commence healing and as I prayed to the Divine to flow into me I could feel the healing energies flow into his tiny body and become hotter. The Dove's heartbeat became slower and calmer. There was no struggle. He just accepted the gift being given to him and continued to sit calmly in my hands.

To me there is no greater pleasure than serving the Divine God working for him and allowing the Divine Healing energies to flow through to help others. This time the Dove had been chosen to be healed.

After the healing session was over we sat in the sun both of us enjoying basking in the gentle rays.

I had to find a box to keep the Dove in. We went into the garage and retrieved a box I covered the bottom of the box with paper and placed his towel in for him to sit on for warmth and as it was quite windy outside. I found a large stone to put in the box to stop it blowing away I did not want to risk the Dove gaining more injuries.

We sat in the garden for a further hour and I watched him intently as he settled into the box. The Dove barely moved. I then placed him in the laundry and there was no need to close the top of the box. There was no need as he was so peaceful. I kept a regular watch over him all day.

The next day I checked him and he was still in the place I had put him in the box. I took the Dove outside once again to enjoy the sun and fresh air, but first my Higher Guidance spoke to me and they told me to place him on the grass to see if there had been any progress, so I did. The little Dove managed to fly about a meter into the back of some bushes in the garden, such an improvement from the day before. I praised the Dove for his efforts out loud and then had to retrieve him from the back of the bushes.

We sat again in the sun and I wrapped him up in the small towel and held him in my hands to allow the healing to flow through him. The Dove was so peaceful and calm. I placed him back in the box and after a few minutes he started to do little leg squats. It was so funny to see I praised him like you would a child. Then he did some wing exercises. I told the Dove he would fly home the next day because he would be well enough to go. It is important to sit in the sun and we both enjoyed sitting in the sun. Then I re-placed him in the laundry keeping watch on him constantly through the day.

The Dove was moving around more in the box on his second day but spent most of the time resting and healing. I just could not get over how peaceful the Dove was. The Dove understood he was being healed and he allowed himself to rest and his body to mend. I have tried to explain this to many people but they refused to co-operate with the Divine and their body requirement to heal.

The next morning came I was awake very early.  Was my Higher Guidance correct? Would he really be able to fly away?

The little Dove was more restless that morning, again it was a splendid morning sun shining brightly and the garden was filling with singing birds. I took the little Dove outside and placed him on a table. He just sat there and did not move just breathing in the fresh air and the warmth of the sun. I gently lifted him onto the grass and in a minute he flew up on to a branch on a large tree in our garden. As he grasped the branch, he was very wobbly I found myself calling to him "use your legs".  At that moment he stretched his one good leg taking a strong grip on the branch and he quickly balanced. The garden was filling up with more birds singing. The Dove's mate had come into the garden. She had been keeping a close watch over me and him the past couple of days. She gently started to coo to him. I beamed some more healing, as he sat a little ruffled in the tree, and I blessed him.

I returned into my house as we have to remember they are wild and they have to live and survive in the wild. This was not the time for selfish sentimentality and desires to keep them. A short while later he had gone.

The following day I had a nap and loud singing of birds woke me. I got up and looked out my bedroom window to see the Dove sitting in the tree, he gingerly fluttered from branch to branch and then on to the wall. This touched my Soul so much.... a little Dove coming back to see me in gratitude for what had been given to him.... far more than many humans do.   The Dove's return was his and the Divine's way of letting me know all was well.

I felt blessed in being able to part-take in the Dove's healing and his peace lingers with me. This peace touched me deeper than I realised. We actually exchanged healing.

I have always believed healing is for everything and I have healed people, but I had not envisaged healing a wild bird.

The Dove came into my life at a chaotic time. I needed the Dove's love and peace, which took me away from the petty issues I was facing. Healing the Dove held my entire focus and existence for that time. The Dove's highest interest was mine. I had been given the most gratifying work to do, which was giving fully of the self and opening completely to the Divine will as an instrument of healing.

I now eagerly await my next healing assignment.

You can just see one foot clinging to the branch

Love Rescues

2011-04-13T23:45:00.000+01:00

Growing up in Victoria, Australia meant School Summer Holiday Time was spent visiting the beach. The days spent on the beach were the highlight of every year and summer for me and my dog Cindy Lou. We were firm friends Cindy Lou was a black and white Cocker Spaniel a very special dog to me, she was like a care-taker or watcher and also the perfect playmate.

Everyone was excited the word “Beach” had been mentioned so Cindy Lou and I gathered our toys for a full day to be spent at their favourite beach Rosebud. It was a 100 mile drive to our special place in the sun so it was a very early start for everyone. The car was loaded with all kinds of picnic food and drinks and Cindy Lou watched as the car was packed to ensure her bowl and toys had been included. Then she leapt up into the car snuggled up to me, even though it was far too hot to sit so close. We two friends dozed off for a little nap with Cindy Lou not stirring as they stopped to pick up the large tub of fried chicken as part of the picnic on the beach.

They drove on down the beach road to the favourite and quiet beach, Cindy Lou began to stir, something was catching her attention, she stood up immediately head out of the window, the air had changed, Cindy Lou began to drool at the delicious smell of Tea Trees and salty air of the coast. With the speed of the car and extent of Cindy Lou’s drooling I was soon covered in saliva, the glass of the window Cindy Lou was sniffing out of had a new modern art design all over it. The nearer we got to the beach the more excited Cindy Lou became and the more drool splattered over the back seats.

Ah, at last we had arrived parked in our usual place and the doors were open, Cindy Lou knew where she was and she was off through the beach scrub and scampering over the very hot sand to the shore line and slowly she waded into the sea and stood cooling her stomach.

The family had put the beach umbrella up and towels to sit on including a towel for Cindy Lou. I quickly ran across the hot sand to Cindy Lou and stood with my trusty friend in the sea waiting for Mum and Dad to say it was all right to go in the sea and swim.

Cocker Spaniels are natural swimmers and Cindy Lou did not require any training or encouragement to go in the sea. I dived into the sea followed by Cindy Lou and we would swim out as far as they were allowed to. The two of us were very good swimmers and would play in the water together, Cindy Lou enjoyed a good game of splashing and she and I would send small sprays of sparkling water at each other. The amazing thing was how the little dog understood what to do. Toys came out next, and like most dogs their toy ball is sacred. I threw the ball into the sea and Cindy Lou immediately dived in and swam under the water to retrieve her most beloved toy. Laughter and barks filled the air on the beach as the two of us played on.

It was time to have break and lunch and we trotted out of the sea and back to the umbrella. Cindy Lou shook herself usually all over everyone could not get her out of the habit of doing that, and went and sat on her towel in the sun next to me. We both loved the hot sun.

Cindy Lou was still tired after all the playing in the sea and I went on a paddle board along the coast line sometimes I was naughty and went too far out to sea which meant my Father would have to chase after her and bring me back. I spent time in the sea by myself swimming and diving through the waves and just for a joke to see if my trusty friend would respond. I started to shout .

“Cindy Lou Help Me” “Cindy Lou Help Me” “Cindy Lou Help Me”

Cindy Lou jumped up immediately and looked around

Again I shouted

“Cindy Lou Help Me” “Cindy Lou Help Me”.

Cindy Lou raced into the sea and started swimming toward me. I was just treading water and calling my little friend. Cindy Lou swam faster than she had ever swum before. At last Cindy Lou had reached me and she circled the me until I took hold of the collar and once again Cindy Lou started swimming back to the shore pulling me behind her. Cindy Lou dragged me right up onto the beach shore line. Then looked down on my smiling face and gave me a lick on the forehead. Of course Cindy Lou received a fine reward of some chicken for her good work.

As the sun began to set and the evening temperatures cooled it was time to go back home. Cindy Lou’s coat was gleaming from being all day in the sea and I was very bronzed too. We two friends picked up our toys and took them back to the car. All the windows were down and we snuggled up on the back seat tired out from their days fun at the beach and slept all the way home.

The rescue event was not just a one off because every time we went to the beach I would check to see if my little dog Cindy Lou would remember and save me. Unfailingly Cindy Lou would rush to the rescue.

Even though it was game the two of us shared it was more than that it showed how much the little dog knew and understood also the love that was so strong between us. It was gratifying to know if I had got into difficulties Cindy Lou would go to the rescue. The game continued even when I got into my teens. The friendship of fun lived on.

A Prayer for Our Earth

2011-04-11T00:04:00.001+01:00

Divine God Holy of Holies we call upon you to help our understanding of what wrongs we have committed against ourselves and the Earth.

Show us how to walk more lightly on the Earth and with our fellow man but above all show us how to heal our Earth the beloved planet upon which you placed us to learn and grow.

The Holy of All Holies and Light of All Lights grant us forgiveness for all the wrongs we have committed against the Earth, our friends, families, plant and animal kingdoms, the Elements Air, Water, Fire and Earth. As we forgive those who also have wished us harm may we bring more Light and Healing into our own world and expand it to the Earth and the Universe.

Teach us how to heal ourselves, each other, our Planet and into the Universe as our unwise actions have rippled through the whole existence for which we ask forgiveness and healing.

Teach us how to change our behaviour to help us grow on the right path, the path of salvation and freedom for All.

Let our every thought be full of Light, Peace and Life for All.

Divine God guide us in everything we do so we can create the good changes needed for All.

In the name of God Divine Bless it be.

Only Now

2011-04-02T03:29:00.000+01:00

Only now do people of the Earth begin to realise what they have done and only now do they seek forgiveness

Oh how the people cry and scream why me, why me, why me!

Did they hear Mother Earth when she cried as they drilled into her body for oil?

Did they hear Mother Earth scream with pain when they unleashed the Nuclear power?

Did they hear Mother Earths prayers when the so called intelligence on this planet went to war killing everything and everyone aimlessly?

Did anyone listen to Mother Earths pleas as the the so called intelligent life ripped her apart in the name of progress?

Now Mother Earth is polluted, choking and in great pain, how long she has endured the torture set upon her...do you think she would not eventually cleanse herself and purge all the pestilence on and within her. There is no hiding it does not matter how deep you dig you will not avoid what Mother Earth will do.

There still is time for you to repent and change but it is now you have to start not tomorrow. It is a wake-up call and if you dismiss it so be it at your peril.

Disasters do not just happen to other people and countries there will not be one country which goes unscathed.

Wake-up Now.

Freeing the Soul

2011-03-09T14:00:00.001Z

It is important for everyone to free their soul we have all been conditioned to have to behave in certain ways.
People are people all over the world, you get some who are good kind and helpful then there are those who are really bad who will rip people off and do the most underhanded things imagineable.

People are beginning to revolt not only against the governments but also against the family life conditions they are enduring.

The hardest step is the first step and that one takes the greatest courage, feelings of nervousness and often fear surround the first steps. The only way is to push through the fear to try and take a bold step forward, whatever the outcome will be the outcome. The step you take to change your life for the better is the beginning of your inner and outer strengthening. I used to quake within at the thought of challenging family members or peers, but it had to be done I had to stop being a victim and become someone of value and worth.

I used to be afraid to put people I really did not know in their place and I have learned how to do this, if I can do it so can you.

You will have to work slowly through your limitations the restrictions you or others have placed around you. When dealing with issues which have built up over a lifetime it is like peeling an onion, layer by layer they are removed and we do not get to pick which to work on they will present themselves when they are ready to be released.

Some of the issues have become so deep seated within they take some shifting and may be done in stages. The emotions bubble and flow, the releasing of them can bring real physical pain with them, simply because you have buried the same hurt and emotional pain over and over again. You have kept re-inforcing the pain by not dealing with the issue when it first arose.

As you unravel your issues you will gain strength in dealing and speaking to people about them, you will learn how to communicate more effectively.

People who are suppressed or oppressed have communication problems in that they have difficulty in expressing their true feeling or making a stand for their rights, views, and how they want their life to be.

I know I did and for many years I battled with throat problems and not being able to push the words out I wanted to say. I always desired to be able to communicate in a good way without temper tantrums, but some of the strongly suppressed emotions as they are released often go off with an explosion no matter how hard you try to control it.

Often in families it is very common to say "you are just like your (family member)". This used to be done to me. I really revolted against this, as I learned that I was unique with my own looks and talents and the more I focused on being me and rejecting the negative affirmation which was being placed on me. As I placed focus on me I noticed that my looks, behaviour, likes and dislikes changed. I was becoming me and not that "family member".

It is important that you learn to follow your own lead even if you make mistakes at least they are your mistakes and not something enforced upon you by another person.

The fun part of changing yourself to become you is finding out the beautiful person you are underneath, what your likes and dislikes are. Working through the layers of yourself unfolding the true you.

The next major step to take is to listen to your intuition or your Soul and then you will really be harmonised. As you begin to work with your Soul, your Soul will takeover the releasing of all issues so they are done at the correct stages for you. Many people will automatically thinking of issues in their life and feel they cannot face that yet, but your Soul will know when it is time and when you are strong enough to deal with it.

Be kind and compassionate with yourself as you begin to change you will have shakey days but you must hold your space to become stronger to face the next challenge in letting go of your excess baggage. Freeing the mind is letting go of all that holds you back from being you.

Have you been betrayed ?

2011-02-16T12:18:00.000Z

Many people have experienced betrayal at very different levels with their life.
The worst kind of betrayal to me is being betrayed by close family members this is the one that cuts the deepest, as we are conditioned to respect, love and honour our family.

The emotions connected to betrayal all too often become deeply buried within you and go unnoticed for many years. As the whole planet is undergoing change it is now highlighting what is hidden and this also applies to us. All the hidden, blocked and suppressed emotions are coming to light.

As the blocked emotions raise their ugly heads they will bring physical pain which cannot be traced to recent events in life.

Before letting go of feeling

Pain can be back ache the whole back may ache from the burden of carrying such suppressed emotions.
Lower back with feeling like you have been kicked very hard.
Choking/coughing in the throat which is from not being able to voice your anger at your betrayal.
Feelings of confusion especial from being young of not understanding why you were not support by close family in the time of your greatest need.

Emotional Explosion

The suppressed emotions when come to light so often do so with explosive anger.
Feelings of wanting to die as that is how you felt when you were betrayed.
Feelings of anger at everything in world and heavens for being severely let down.
Tell them straight about their involvement and contribution to the issue.

The betrayers response

They are not remorseful
They may try to resolve the issue but still blame you for everything and not accept responsibility for the lack of support and loyalty.
They are still cowards
They have only self pity
Try to create another disconnected issue to focus on.

It takes great strength to deal with these emotions and allowing God Divine to walk you through, hold you and guide you on both how to release and how to convey the message to the betrayer.

Once you accept the suppressed emotions require releasing and after you have completed it even though it may mean a couple of bumpy days you will feel lighter, happier and healthier afterwards.

People who betray us or are abusive to us through our life need to be released, let go and close the door as soon as possible.

Ask also for Divine Healing to fill you.

Love and Blessings to all who are undergoing this in their lives....

Changes and Preparing for the Future

2011-01-27T11:44:00.000Z

The awakening journey has been a difficult one for most people, I have met so many people who have suffered very much in this life time.

I have spent many years or perhaps lifetimes working toward this time on Earth and the last 18 months have been the most rewarding.

We each have our own journey to make and to do it our way. Sometimes we have people who cross our path or we go searching for help to ease the journey, but at the end of the day it is down to ourselves to constantly work with God the Divine and the Heavenly Hosts in a correct way.

I have heard many times people say the Earth is ascending and everyone will ascend. People will only ascend if they have made an effort to transform themselves this involves checking themselves, doing life reviews, releasing and cleansing. This time in our lives is down to individual effort another person cannot do all your changes because they do not know or understand all the trials and tribulations YOU have been through. This thinking goes along with all modern day thoughts let someone else do it.

There are times in our lives which need correction that we would prefer to only share with the Divine God. I have thorough enjoyed every cleansing I have done as it has brought me closer to my true self.

I had to let go of everything I had learned to do with my ways of thinking, behaving also I had to re-learn or refine some of my Mediumship and Spiritual Development Techniques and start again and I am grateful to being given this opportunity to do so. Now the methods I use are correct and will sustain me throughout my work. I had to learn to accept teachings from new source which is much higher than anything I had come across also learning to use a new language which is the basis of the new teachings.

I am now being taught everything has to be natural that is, it must be a component within my Soul to be able to do. We all have gifts bestowed on us and they are varying as there are Souls. We have to learn how to apply them within us and in our daily life.

Spiritual awakening is a way of life not something you do for a day for amusement like so many and then sit floating around on a cloud of grandeur.

I have done a lot of analysis on what has been on offer that is the consumerism side of Spiritual Development via self-appointed gurus and majority of these people are taking their followers for a long walk in the wrong direction in the name of money.

Finally, I have a solid base to work from and now I look forward every day to learn something new.

I find I am cleansing all the time at the moment, before I pray, start new work, and just watching videos when there is good information. I have watched many ascension videos and lost interest in them almost immediately due to various reasons be it the person's voice was too harsh or they babbled too much, and it did not resonate with me. People who have been chosen to teach have a certain type of voice that reaches further than noise in the ears but goes into the Soul. Therefore, even if you are not understanding what you hear the Soul is opening up to the good news and very soon you will understand perfectly.

I find I often repeat my Soul Quotes on Twitter so it reaches more people and it gives people time to understand them. I have seen many people making good adjustments in their thinking and life. They are understanding what I am trying to encourage them to do.

Terminology has been a great hindrance which has detracted from the most important things you should be aiming at.

The expression "Heart" is a classical example of misleading everyone. The heart is just an organ which pumps your blood a very important organ in your body but it is not what keeps you alive. The Soul which is Divine energy is what keeps you alive. The vibrations make your heart beat and when it is time for you to return to the spirit world whence you came the Soul will leave painlessly and the heart will stop beating very simple.
The biggest change required is people becoming more in contact with their Soul this is really what the ascension is about. As you connect properly with your Soul in turn you connect with the Divine God and your vibrations beginning to become higher and you start to cleanse and release your limitations. Your world starts to open and you connect strongly with nature, you are now re-becoming part of the whole cosmos which you have always been.

I have learned effective ways for releasing and cleansing and the effect is immediately and permanent.
Once you have released all the limitations be them self-limitations or imposed limitations you can rebuild you.

This year will be one of great movement and balance bringing happiness to those who have strived and survived.

This is the best video I have come across explaining what has happened to the Earth, The Higher Beings which were brought in to rectify it and the way forward for this Earth.

'Drunvalo Melchizedek' http://bit.ly/cIix1v

To book a course with me please contact me via:

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Blessings.......

Working with Spirits - What is Safe?

2011-01-26T11:11:00.002Z

As more people are awakening and opening up spiritually some want to connect with spirits for guidance and to help others.....What is safe?

My views on working with Spirits or entities has now been broadened and through my own personal experiences which resulted in my life being blocked severely.

Where do I begin?
I came from a family who was very ignorant in the ways of the Spirit World. After many bad experiences with the Spiritual or New Age movement I decide to keep away and continue on my own "Truth Seeking Path"
How should you learn to Open Up and Work with the Spirit World?

After being told I was extremely gifted by a "famous" clairvoyant I slowly started to look into learning about this and how to develop my gifts.

When I started to open spiritually about 20 years ago it was popular to sit in a Circle to develop.

A Circle is the term for a group of people who are trying to improve there spiritual gifts and they actually sit in a Circle. The Circle usually has one Leader who is supposed to teach and supervise the others in the group. The group meditates on a particular subject for about 5 minutes or so. Sometimes it is a guided meditation to teach you to visualise. At the end of each meditation each circle member tells of their experiences i.e. what they saw or heard. Often giving messages for other members within the group.
I noticed that some member in circles were competitive and they would make up things and lie to impress. What is the point? Every time you meditate you do not receive information or clairvoyance often it is peace and quiet the mind requires when you first start Mediumship Development as there is so much rubbish flowing in and out the head. (Chatter which is the ego)

The Christian Spiritualist Church I went to advocated developing in a Circle and I tried to join the Development Circle but with no luck it was always cancelled.. Please note this is a type of warning the people who were part of the circle I had not ever seen at Church and the spiritual experiences they related to me whilst we waited for the Circle Leader to turn up were very bad. Looking back I would not advise anyone to sit and spiritually work with these types of people. You have to feel very comfortable and trust the people you are working with to sit in a group like this. There are good established groups that work very well together but I would seriously recommend to be very careful.

Dangers of Developing in a Circle

If you enter this type of learning environment and you are unaware of what you can be subjecting yourself too. You may feel comfortable and you perhaps have times when you do not. If the groups is not compatible, that is all the souls are not of the same type or vibration can lead to extreme problems. When you open your spiritual bodies that is your chakras and aura to meditate, in more often than not an unprotected environment, like all the circles I sat in, not one was protected enough including the ones I used to teach in.

You are likely to pick up unwanted attachments that is bad or evil entities as other people release what is connected to them. As a beginner you probably will not have developed your sensitivity and will not feel them.
People who work for bad and evil will target you and send evil or bad entities to you.
If that does not work because your guardian human spirits are protecting you then, they offer you a spirit guide and if you accept the spirit to work with, you are inviting them into your personal space. This is one of the most dangerous things anyone can do is to accept Spirit Entities from another person. I have been guilty of doing seeing spirits for others but I genuinely wanted to encourage people to move on with their development. If you do not want to offend the person, mentally tell the entity to go and that they are not welcome, do not give them permission to enter your space.
People who draw Spirit Guides for people, I include myself in this too as I did it as it was what people expected. I knew people who drew Spirit Guides and upon looking at the entities they had drawn they all were bad or evil spirits. Admittedly you could feel energy from these things and always remember bad and evil are subtle. I keep trying to enforce this "What you Perceive you will Receive" and in plain english it means "if you expect to see something beautiful bad and evil spirits will jump at the opportunity.
The most important thing to remember we are closer to the Astral Plane where bad and evil lurk all the time so the likelihood of connecting to a fallen angel or other bad and evil spirits is great.
Jealous people this was a shock for me I had envious people who could not understand why after only a few months I was receiving what they thought was marvellous visions and channeling. When I commit to something I do and practice and practice. The jealous energy is very painful in an open state I often received spears in my Heart Chakra from other Circle members be it Development Circle or a Healing Circle.
If you suffer from depression working with Spirits is definitely not for you. The worst experience I have seen was a woman who had joined a Circle run by a "famous" clairvoyant in our area - pleased I did not go. The woman suffered from extreme depression and this also meant her vibrational state was very low and thus attracted vicious evil spirits into her life. The woman at home at night when she tried to sleep was physically beaten up and sexually abused by spirits. A friend of mine went with the woman to see the Clairvoyant and told her what was happening and asked her to do something about it. As the Clairvoyant should not have accepted the woman into her circle with depression - money money, The Clairvoyant just turned her back on the poor woman. My friend brought her to the spiritualist church you would expect someone there could remove the evil spirits or at least teach her how, that evening we had a "Top" Clairvoyant doing the service...they called a group of those who they considered strong enough to help rid the spirits including me, it was a shambles it had no impact whatsoever. Exorcists are the only people who can remove this kind of problem.

Soul Work

Looking back which route would I advise people to take. I would focus on working with your Soul it is protected, it is within you and it is a direct link to the Divine God. Your Soul will not lie to you or mislead you with their masquerading appearance. Working with your Soul is the safest way to work spiritually and I recommend this way. It is important too an it heightens your intuition and understanding of what is correct for you. This is a subject I am very passionate about and through Higher Guidance I have developed some interesting tools and techniques to work with your own Soul.

Holy Guardian Angel

Whether you work with your Soul or Spirit Guides your Holy Guardian Angel has to be in place. Many people think that poof there they are standing with you. You have to work hard with prayer to Divine God and Divine Archangels before your Holy Guardian Angel will agree to be actively working with you. You may scoff at this, but it is so. A Holy Guardian Angel only is required to work with those who are on a mission for the Divine God. You have to show commitment and be very serious about your work or why should the Holy Guardian Angel work with a whimsical person.

The spirits that poof into place so quickly are Fallen Angels posing as your Holy Guardian Angel. If I have had to prove myself then it means so does everyone else.

As soon as my Holy Guardian Angel was securely in place he allowed my favourite Aunt to come through to me unexpected to speak with me. I knew I could safely go forward.

I now can offer a service of finding out Holy Guardian Angels names which is an Ancient Egyptian Method of finding your Holy Guardian Angel's name but you still have to work hard for them to come through to you.
Spirit Guides

There are many different Soul Types and the most common which when we are properly protected are Human Souls.

The Human Souls come from many different Soul Groups and levels of evolvement.

Once you are securely protected then you can proceed with working with some of the Human Souls. I offer courses on how best to do this. Please note if a relative who was part of your living life was of a bad attitude and unpleasant they do not become Angels. They are exactly the same in spirit as they were in the physical. Angels are a different Soul Type.

Angels and Archangels

Angels and Archangels have a completely different hierarchy to the Human Soul. They are not concerned with material or the mundane sides of life. I have read angel books which state that Archangel Michael fixes electrical goods, you have to be joking this is not part of his work their consciousness is of Divine concerns. If you think any Angel or Archangel can be summonsed to do menial work you are mistaken. In fact we cannot summons them. Like the Holy Guardian Angel you have to commit through pray and be serious about what you ask as it is part of your mission. Angels and Archangels will be sent to speak or help only if it is in your highest interest to do so.
It is fashionable to do Angel Courses to connect to Angels and Archangels, well this is just not the case more often than not people are actually connecting to Fallen Angels. Sorry to tell you that. Many of the so called Angel and Archangel Cards are pictures of Fallen Angels as it is impossible for us to even view them from here and it is impossible for the Angels and Archangels to see the higher ones because of their brilliance of Divine Light. So how can anyone paint them or draw them!
Ascended Masters

It is the same as Angels and Archangels. Many people believe they are channeling Ascended Masters it is obvious by the ramblings in the channeling that they are not. The Ascended Masters know what they want to say and do so clearly without having to decipher a lot of waffle and nonsense.

If you are interested in learning techniques I run courses to teach you how to work safely and securely with the Spiritual Realms

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Why I Love Healing

2011-01-23T12:12:00.002Z

The reason why I became a Healer it was not of my choosing. Divine God created me as a Healer it is a natural component within me and I have a very high potential of being able to heal people.

I noticed over the years people liked to sit near me when they were not feeling well and would say how much better the felt from just being near me.

More recently I have had people on Twitter who comment on how my energy from my tweets and quotes help them with their everyday life and I give them upliftment. I was so humbled by this and tears would come to my eyes on reading their beautiful words. I have a new friend who said to me

"I have to tell you this Nanette, because I want you to know. Every time you visit me for a chat, I sleep better at night and I wake up feeling very happy. How do you do this?"

"I said to her I am a healer and it flows from me all the time. It is what I do."

This is how Divine God made me at one time I used to control the flow but now the healing energy has to flow all the time.

It was the trauma and health problems in my own life that lead me to Natural Remedies. After a minor women's operation which the doctors made a mess of this was the beginning of my self-healing. I thought there was no point going to the doctor they had done enough damage already. I found myself in my local health store reading the various books on women's health and from there I chose herbal remedies and supplements to cure the damage of the operation. I was successful.

I had been told by a clairvoyant that I was a very gifted Healer and at that time I did not really understand what this meant.

I started to study healing at a Spiritual Church my love for Healing was growing the thought of being able to help and perhaps cure people without operations, medication and the worst part the side effects from drugs. I now understand more about the side effects of taking prescribed drugs and how that alters the mind's natural behaviour.

I started to give Healing sessions for free to friends and I results were incredible, I was over-awed at how I could channel such amazing results to people who had been suffering for many years.

This is my friends story:

I had a friend who lived locally we got to know each other from being pregnant at the same time and our children went through school together. I met her in the supermarket after some years of not seeing her too much it was so obvious she was in extreme pain. I offered to do some healing on her she had been in agony for over two years, fused disc in her back and trapped sciatic nerve. My friend had not been able to stand, sit or sleep properly for over two years and went for regular medical treatment to no avail. She was willing to try anything that might help her.

I visited her home and we did the healing on her dinning room chair. I explained what she might experience during the healing session and I was also becoming aware that she would definitely experience more pain before she would get better. I conveyed the message at the end of the first session and she was still prepared to continue. We both enjoyed the healing sessions gradually my friend was starting to sleep all night this was a great relief to her and gained some mobility. To both our surprise we found out that she was psychic too and what started to happen after this was amazing.

I had become aware of two Spirit Surgeons one was an Orthopedic specialist and the other was Chiropractic specialist. They both worked on her and she could hear them speak to her they gave her exercises to do whilst I held the space for her and them. Unbelievable the exercises she achieved on a chair.
This went on for 3 months and then my friend had an unfortunate accidental fall and we had to start again, but within 6 weeks she was cured. I spoke to her many months later and the only pain she was experiencing was from over doing the garden which she loved and could once again enjoy.

This was proof to me Healing was my Divine Gift.

Why choose Healing?

Healing can assist in the restoration of health along side Medical Care but it can also be an alternative to Medical Care the choice basically is yours, and you have to accept responsibility for the choices you make, which route you prefer to take.

How does Healing Work?

Healing triggers the natural mechanism within the body to heal itself. All too often we have forgotten how to do this or recognise it happening in our own body. The healing process can take time and often needs time dedicated to allow yourself to heal as some healings are major operations like with my friend and you just would not get up and run around after one of those.

What kinds of Healing are there?

Healing has many forms which can be Spiritual Counselling be it emotional, bereavement or transformational help in making constructive changes in a persons life.

Physical Healing where the body has been damaged and needs restoration/rebuilding when I do this type of healing I work with Spirit Doctors experts in their field or with Highly Evolved Divine Beings.

When I work on a client I work through their aura that is I do not touch the person at all, except I may hold their hands.

I clear through all the spiritual bodies and the physical body to create an environment around them to heal.
The Healing I do comes from the Divine God I feel privileged to be able to work in this way and I grateful He created me like this and I am able to work in His ways.

Can Everyone Heal themselves?

Everyone can and should heal themselves and should be responsible for their own health. Though not everyone is a Healer we have been created to assist with the more difficult aspects of Healing where people do not have the patience or the potential to Heal themselves.

As Healing is a God given gift and it is naturally within me many people think it should be given freely but what people do not realise that we exchange energy for energy. I have taken nearly 20 years studying to be the best, devoting most of my spare time learning how to use my natural gifts and working with Divine Spirits. I have done numerous free healings which helped to boost my confidence in the work I do. I do charge for my work as in today's society money seems to be the only form of energy which is regularly exchanged.

I encourage people to become independent and to learn how to understand themselves more intuitively but I will advise you if I am guided that you require more healing.

When you choose me for healing you are seeing an Expert with Divine Hosts of expertise to support me and you in aiding your recovery.

Have you thought about this -1

2011-01-10T14:23:00.000Z

Have you thought about this :

When the "Day" finally arrives of the final shift and life is permanently changed and life as we know will be no more.

What will people who require a hospital or medication do when there is not any?

What will people do when there is no longer Health Supplements either ?

What happens when you can no longer buy your imported products to assist or help with diet and health?

We have to learn to be self-sufficient and use what natural things are available to us locally.

We have to learn how to heal ourselves because we cannot be dependent on others.

There is no point stock piling either because remember all the product we buy have a use by date and that means after that date they are no longer beneficial or good quality in actual fact they are deteriorating as they were designed to do.

Now take a long look at things and see what you have to do to change.

Fallen Angels

2010-12-04T14:22:00.003Z

As a seeker of truth I am continually analysing what is presented to me and what I have chosen to subject myself to.

I spent a good many months last year clearing negative entities and energies from my life and being. When I thought I was clear and had a fresh page to start from I was in a quandary where to start again.

Feeling somewhat nervous from the events in my life I in my chose firstly to pay for someone to teach me how to connect with Divine Being as I thought; and it was only upon engaging with the person I realised I knew more than they did even though they did not admit it they just wanted the money.

Then still feeling unsure I pursued via visiting well known bookstore to see what I was drawn to I found a notable writer an expert on angels and archangels so they say. I worked through their book bought the archangel cards and began to work through my life issues. You're thinking and what is the problem with this as many of you will have done the same in good faith that this would lead you to the correct route of working with angels and archangels.

Upon looking at the art work of the archangel cards I was not at all happy with them they did not resonate very well reasons being all the archangels were White European so that was wrong for a start and the other many of them had evil eyes, which upset me every time I looked at them, but hey my life had been hard and I just wanted to move on BUT I should have known better.

I became severely attacked by negativity again and went via my usual avenue to get help after much work and consultations they advised me I had a problem with fallen angels and archangels so I thoroughly checked my prayers to ensure I was only invoking Divine Angels and Archangels still I had a problem.

Then I was advised to buy a certain book to help me and upon reading the book of ancient mysticism I found they stated Archangel Michael was so blinding bright that know one had ever seen him simply because they could not tolerate to look at his brightness including other Angels.

Oh did this bring huge questions to bear in my mind.

If no one has ever seen Archangel Michael then how on earth can anyone paint his picture and what are these people painting then.

It is obvious to me because I understand how subtle evil is and how the minions do enjoy to serve.

By introducing all the pictures of lower entities and many evil ones at that. People linking with them are drawing this very negative energy in to their lives, homes and in and around their families. Only bad or evil entities will pose for pictures or show themselves the higher beings have no need for vanity or to prove themselves you just have to believe, commit and have faith.

These entities will chat all day to you because they have nothing better to do but it is when you really test them and test them we must they come a cropper. I wanted an answer to a question and I posed it to them many times and I got a false reply. In the end I stopped listening to them in fact told them nobody here is listening.

When you are used to working with the spiritual realms you will come to understand that many of the bad and evil entities will shape shift and that is they will take on the appearance of whatever you would like to perceive. A post I wrote earlier was about what you perceive you will receive many people did not like this post at all.

http://1st4you.blogspot.com/2010/09/your-perception-is-what-you-receive.html

I have learned that only through dedication be it months, years will you actually get a glimpse of the Archangel Beings and if and when I do and if I am privileged enough I will write about it.

Guardian Angels work on a similar principle too, they are assigned to you and will only awaken if you dedicate your path to the Divine Service and after weeks and months of prayer and dedication will you be privilege to see them. Why should they spend their time protecting someone who is just fooling about. Many new age people think they are teaching people about their Guardian Angels in groups and hey poof they appear just like that wings and all. The ones most likely to appear are fallen angels as they are in the structure of things nearer to our plane.

Archangels and Angels will only help requests if it is within their boundaries of duty and if it is in your highest interest that they do so.

Angels do work in a hierarchy so the less evolved ones will access us more easily still they do not spend every waking moment with you.

I am not trying to be elitist here but just realistic and that we can access Divine Beings and they will help but only if we dedicate ourselves first.

The lower energies and entities are strong and they are just sat waiting to leap in and take a hold. They can predict and sticky beak into peoples lives.

Their are many Angelic Beings working on earth too in human form but they are not as described in the books they are to assist the highly evolved Human Souls to create a change on Earth.

Working with Human Spiritual Entities is another story and I will write about this soon.

I have burned my Archangel Cards and cleared the energy that came with it and as I threw them in the fire I realised how horrible they were and the energy attached to these being's image had been enhanced by my desire to communicate like everyone else with the higher realms. I do not in any way think I am special or should have preferential treatment but I have had so much negative energy to deal with and the spin off effects of it.

We have been duped by these so called experts in the name of power, money and deliberate delusion.

People are seeing spiritual energies in their homes or whilst they are out. These globes of energy are not Angels, Archangels they are ghosts, earth bound spirits, bad or evil entities. Remember the Divine Beings it serves them no purpose to have their photo taken that is vanity.

I am not criticising or trying to bring anyone down or belittle people and destroy their perception but I have been through all the same avenues as everyone else and my life resulted in disaster after disaster from listening to so called self-appointed "spiritual" teachers including myself who thought they knew and were making progress. That is why I advocate people should only work with their Soul because following new age courses will place you in serious situations like myself through ignorance and misplaced trust.

I hope this post helps people who may have negativity problems and with perseverance you will make contact with the Divine Beings. Then you can have a clearer vision of what is in store for you.

Blessings........

Love - Friendship or Soul Mate

2010-12-04T01:13:00.002Z

Many souls have re-incarnated on the Earth to bring about changes - these souls have a higher potential for giving love and understanding also they have a higher purpose.

When we meet it opens the soul of each more and love flows. As we are in constant pursuit of Divine Love just a touch or glimmer makes our soul rejoice. The re-union of souls manifests strange feelings and thoughts especially after living conditioned and restrictive lives on the Earth. We are inclined to apply those fast and loose rules of the world we are used to living to sacred relationships.

Learning to accept a stronger and more powerful love between friends without transgressing the boundaries knowing and understanding that there is and will be a true soul mate for us. There is no need to encroach on others relationships as this is disrespect. Many already have found their true soul mate others may still be waiting.

We have a higher moral attitude to life, therefore there is a need to apply it our relationships.

The friendship bonds we form will be strong and lasting because they are of a different kind with souls who understand honesty, integrity, and respect for all things. These souls have experienced similar turmoil in their life and are the stronger for it. They represent justice for humanity and all are truth seekers.

These relationships are sacred, the friendships are ones of honour and the soul mate is one of true love not infatuation for we are too intelligent to play the field.

Many have spent years of isolation or felt alienated from society and upon meeting people whose souls are from your spiritual home become confused by the transmission of Love and Support. It is just that Love and Support and deep friendship of being able to trust.

Learning to trust these friends can be a hard experience in itself and have to always be wary of those who try to invade our groups that will only be destructive and harmful and to these the door must be firmly closed.

As we open our hearts more and can see more people becoming part of our groups the stronger the love, support and protection is for all of us - like the old saying "Together we stand and divided we fall."

Within these relationships men and women will form friendships which are purely friends with no underlying agendas and based on mutual understanding and respect.

The power of soul love that flows between friends will become strong but the power of the soul love between soul mates is immense and transcends all time and space.

Reflect carefully on all new relationships and watch out for the roses with large thorns.

Blessings..............

My Shining Star

2010-12-03T08:07:00.001Z

Oh my beautiful shining star I have watched you years gone by

I adored you with all my soul

I sang your praises to all I met

Yet in my conditioned ignorance I had no knowledge of who you are

I became disconnected with you through my life of chaos I forgot you

I am so happy my love you did not forget me

Whilst my life of turmoil reigned your love still flowed to me in the hope one day I would remember you

Today this morning in the night sky I gaze and my love you are ever watchful of me

I adore you more than before

I remember who you are, as I have fought through the barriers of conditioning

I have learned your name how could a friend forget one so beautiful

Yet you remained ever constant

You knew one day the veil would be removed between us both and yes once again I would love you

As you draw nearer and nearer my love and my adoration for you constantly grows

I am at peace now because our love is mutual and our minds work as one

Oh my beautiful shining one stay by me forever let me bask in your continual Divine Light and Love as you do mine.

Opening Our Hearts and Minds to Others

2010-11-19T06:31:00.003Z

As we open our Hearts and Minds to other people we realise that we are all walking our paths to the Divine.
Yesterday I had a lovely opportunity to share the same views with a couple of people who regularly visit my home.

I thorough enjoy the visits because we all listen with respect to each other and when it comes down to it we really share the same view point.

Yesterday they spoke to me of God's pain that he felt for our world in Noah's time and in those days life was really bad but today life is far worse than then. There is more evil in the world and this gives God pain, in fact we laughed I suggested that perhaps now God was experiencing a heart attack in comparison to the times of Noah. It is not a funny matter really but extremely serious.

We all agreed that Jesus was not a weak man, but very strong, courageous and outspoken. Jesus was not afraid to speak out to those "in authority" reminding them they were not living their lives according to Divine God and the Spiritual Laws.

We also agreed that it is up to us to change our ways and improve our thinking to move closer to God.

Many people believe someone else should do or be responsible for them, take up the guilt for them carry their excess baggage whilst they sit there just waiting. This is a lazy attitude. There a some Christians who are sat waiting for Jesus to deliver them and wash them clean. On the basis that we have to work our way to God and enlightenment step by step with patience and perseverance I believe those sat waiting will do so for a very long time. We have to cleanse ourselves, mind body and spirit no one is going to do it for us.

We all agreed that God fashioned each and everyone of us in his own likeness. God created us like him and that is our Soul, inner flame, our inner being this has been created like God. The physical human form the shell may vary and for us it is like putting on another suit of clothes, the body is just an outer garment for this life time to be discarded at the end of our days. In the next life we will wear another suit.

Be careful the people you are hating for their religion or race could have been you in a previous life and will be you in your next life to teach you a lesson, this is called Karma, Cause and Effect, What goes around comes around.

By opening our hearts/Soul and mind to others in Love and Compassion you will find and attract people from every walk of life who thinks like you and has achieved that the same way you did in their dedication to the Divine.

When you acknowledge the inner beauty of another person you are also acknowledging your own.

Blessings ..........

Amnesty of Lethal Weapons

2010-10-26T10:02:00.009+01:00

People often say the tongue is sharper than a knife or sword and the words used and the intent behind the words can cause lasting imposed limitations on the person they are directed at.

We all think when we have had conflicts with others it is just brushed off and forgotten, but not so if the intent of one person was to seriously harm the other then there is a major impact on the abuser and the victim.

Then there are the betrayals and underhanded actions of others against us they may be known or unknown and yet these thoughts, words and actions still impact each and everyone of us.

We are all interconnected by energy as we are originally all created from one source though as our beings or soul has aged and evolved the amount of Light and Love contained within may vary greatly. Everything we think, say, or do reacts on everything in the world, universes, it really is a difficult concept at times to understand.

This understanding became much clearer to me the other day as at the moment I am very focused on clearing, cleansing and releasing.

I was sat quietly at my laptop working away when suddenly an intense sharp pain in my back and chest occurred. I could hardly breathe I had no comprehension of what was going on with me. Slowly I made my way to a more comfortable chair and sat trying to breathe and also maintain calmness to understand what the heck was going on. I asked what the pains were about and I got 'Back-Stabbing' this of course is betrayal. Once I had identified the cause the pain began to subside and I progressed to release it on the letting go of the pain I clairvoyantly saw a huge clump of knives floating off from my back. I was not surprised at all about the amount.

The knives from my back represented the unknown or known people who basically from their jealousy or hatred had betrayed, been deceitful, or harmful to me in my life . It was their unkind, spiteful, underhanded, deceitful behaviour which had been directed at me and yes, they had impacted my physical and spiritual being. I suppose if I was nit-picky I would have taken each knife and examined to see who it had come from, but I just wanted to rid this out of my being and life. The irony of this is, as the painful negativity is released if it is not cleared properly will more than likely return to the originator.

I now believe more than ever it is important to control thoughts, words and actions, being responsible for what we do. If not the impact on others is great and so harmful. By this it does not mean we should be weak, but care should be taken in how we approach all situations.

Being kind and loving to one another is paramount. Helping rather than hindering is so beneficial it brings its own rewards in creating a happier, joyful and harmonious atmosphere. As the Dalai Lama teaches us everyone is seeking personal happiness. I believe it should not be at the expenses of hurting another. There is too much pushing and treading on other people to gain what?

Most people just want to be able to have the right to live, provide the basics for their family and live a decent life.

It is a shame there are so many out there who do not share this opinion.

Take care with your thoughts, words and actions - the implications on the self and others are in your control.
Do not allow them to become lethal weapons of harmful energy to the people in your life.

Blessings ............

Learning to Trust and Understand God

2010-10-15T11:17:00.005+01:00

Over the years of experiencing and trying to understand what and how I should approach my life was not always easy.

I always believed in Divine God from being a small girl, went to Church and Sunday School and even went to a Church school. I always had a good grounding and understanding of what was the way of Divine God.

Eventually I moved away from the Church and just followed God with more leanings toward Buddhism. I learned by being a clean and moral person and loving God is all that was required of me.

The more I opened my Soul to the Divine more I was able to see the beauty of everything around me. I began to connect with animals, especially birds, all plants, my whole being was connected and reaching out to the whole. We are interconnected with everything. Even evil was originally created by the Divine before it became renegade.

Even surrounded by interfering darkness I still held on strong to the Divine, but the hard part was learning to determine what was and what was not Divine. There are so many different group/types of bad and evil entities they can be down right cruel to very subtle.

Like so many people I had allowed myself to be influenced by some of the self-appointed gurus. It seems to be natural that we believe someone else knows better than we do the way to contact God and how to work with Archangels and Angels. As I chose to follow the teachings which were not the correct way to do anything spiritual I ended up in even more of a mess than I already was in.

I was guided how, I do not know how my guide got through the barrage of negativity which surrounded me but they did. They led me to an exorcist and they helped me to remove the bad and evil entities around me. I was also guided by the exorcist to purchase a special book which really did teach me correct prayers and procedure on how to link clearly with God and the Divine Beings.

Everything seemed so imperative all at once, so slowly I worked creating new protection and found my Guardian Angel. I must of spent at least a month calling my Guardian Angel before they actually joined my life. Before the Guardian Angel would work with me closely I had to clear every evil, bad or harmful entity away. I did not realise an it is obvious neither will work in the same area. The Divine Beings think it is insulting to be subjected to evil entities. Evil entities like to fight. It took two months of clearing and summonsing the Higher Divine Beings before they would draw closer and work with me.

Months and months of work of clearing entities and clearing myself of limitations as this is what God required of me I was feeling as you expected very tired. The weather was really bad and it was then I knew I was clear; things were just done without me doing them and I took this as a sign I had completed the tasks which were required by God. Then there stood before me beaming from ear to ear was my Aunt who I loved so much her spirit had been allowed to come through to me this was a very happy day for me.

When I was going through all my trauma I refused to speak with my departed family spirits something within me told me to keep them away. I knew as them being Human Souls they may run into extreme difficulties with some of the evil entities to the point of being eliminated.

Once the battle was done and all the releasing had been completed it was time to heal and this is something I take very seriously is allowing yourself time to heal. Healing very often means sleeping, resting and relaxing to allow the body, aura, spiritual energy to adjust and re-align. I would spend whole days relaxing in a comfy chair dozing in and out of sleep.

It has all been worth it, daily I feel myself becoming stronger physically and spiritually this is what God desired of me. I often felt like I was being punished but it had to be done I had been seriously damaged physically and spiritually.

Now that I am ready to move on with my life God has opened up the doors for me to step through.

This is all God requires of anyone is to make an effort for yourself and at times you do feel like your being punished, restricted until you get it right. It is better to persevere every day than keep putting it off. If you put it off and cannot be bothered and there were days I felt like throwing in the towel and crossing to the other side, God will leave you where you want to be because at the end of the day he gave you free choice. You will end up being left out of the most beautiful future, inner peace and happiness. God just wants you to be surounded by Divine Beings and to be Healthy and Strong just how he created you.

Blessings........................

Are you a Butterfly or a Moth

2010-10-09T08:23:00.003+01:00

Butterflies love the sunshine and beauty of the natural light whereas Moths like the light bulb the fake light.

Which are You Butterfly or Moth?

Butterflies are symbolic of good souls they love the Light the true Light of God, Love and all that is good.

The warm Sun's rays gives the nurturing and nourishment they need every day in their short lives. The more sunshine there is the more butterflies there are. They love positive energy of the daylight.

A good soul flourishes more in natural conditions as opposed to man made ones which are inclined to be negative.

Though the introduction of the electric light has been beneficial in many ways to people it also has had an enormous negative effect on the human.

The light bulb has been generated and re-designed over the years and the emissions from this little appliance are very negative and damaging to the health. Good souls suffer greatly when subjected to the emissions especially those within the work place the fluorescent lighting. The energy given off by these lights is called dead orgone energy and it muddies the aura and the mind very quickly.

I found it very difficult working under these lights I would almost pass-out at my desk and sitting too long in meeting rooms was excruciating. Once I understood why I this was happening to me then I knew how to deal with it and I would always try to negotiate an optimum position for myself without trying to appear to be too selfish. I could just about tolerate working near the lights. Many very sensitive people suffer extreme physical trauma and fatigue when subjected to working under these lights. Amazing the number of people who do not understand this and will not accept this as a reason for ill health. Lighting is only a part contributor to bad health.

The moth likes the light bulb and it also likes the energy from the light bulb this is also symbolic of a bad soul and entities. Bad souls are drawn to the fake light because it is the exact light radiated by their leaders and they enjoy being in and around it. Bad souls thrive in the negative working conditions and environments created by the system it actually makes them stronger.

Many young children who are afraid of the dark at night time need to be checked closely. They are afraid because something is really upsetting them often bad entities and by switching on a night light only attracts more bad entities because they like the fake light.

I found this to be so after some self-analysis I was under psychic attack and I could see and sense negative entities around me more so at night than during the day. Even though my bedroom was lit by an outside street light the whole room would go black. I would say to the entities I know I am supposed to be afraid but hey get on with it and I would switch my bedside light on. The light emissions were very bad for my health and also it attracted even more negative entities making my life even worse.

Over the years I have become very sensitive to many things and have a greater understanding of Why I feel or I am experiencing things?

I was finding switching on the bedside lamp was starting to make me feel really sickly and nauseous. I had a lot of disturbed sleep patterns too as the amount of negativity around me was increasing.Remember bad entities are not kind and loving like good ones. They would find it funny pressing your bladder to wake you up. My Archangel guidance kept telling me to switch off the light eventually I did and I began to sleep deeply and was more rested in the morning. I also found it easier to shift the negative entities around me too as they were not flocking to me with the lamp on. Sleep soundly and well is important to keep a healthy body.

There are many Good Old Souls incarnating onto our Earth and they will be suffering from attack from bad and evil to weaken them and make them sick. These sensitive children need extra care with everything in their life. If your child is suffering at night and needs a night light, then switch on a hall light to help ease the situation and once they are fully asleep switch the light off. If you know they are genuinely psychic you must get the entities removed from them and your home.

Simple spiritual cleansing and de-cluttering of your home will help alleviate some of the problem but not all.

Generally speaking these children are very forward, speak clearly, learn to walk, creative and read very early. They are very wise and perceptive for their age, but remember they are still young children who feel and experience like the others. They can be as delicate as a butterfly and are extremely sensitive.

Blessings...................

Your Perception is What You Receive

2010-09-22T21:38:00.006+01:00

Your perception is what you receive in spiritual terms this means how you like to believe or view things is how the universe will present itself to you.
The more you unfold or connect to your Soul the more control your Soul takes of your mind known as the ego. The ego is the chattering or talking which goes on in the head which negates and undermines the best opportunities in life for you.

The more you connect to your Soul the stronger your connection is with God/Divine Creator and the Universes. If you allow your connection to expand your mind will become what we call 'Open Minded' but if you insist on clinging to old forms of thinking and believing then you are limiting yourself.

For example you find upliftment, peace, compassion from following a religion that is great but if you expand your knowledge to open up to God/Divine Creator your attainable knowledge is limitless.

There are many people now who are following the Christ Light which has stemmed from Christianity this is good but it is also limiting your perception on what you will receiving from the spiritual realms. It is preferential to focus on the God Light which is the ultimate perception it is the greatest Light in entire creation. There are many Councils and Masters linking with people on Earth and this is via your Soul are not your guides.

By focusing on the God Light and continually looking for the truth in everything; you will be shown the truth in all matters and with this care needs to be taken because the truth can be painful.

Placing your faith completely in God and his Light is all you need to awaken and journey on your path.

I believe in only communicating information have had experience of there is no point in me telling you something I have read for I should then recommend the book so you can have the same knowledge.

I am being taught that all information which will be sent is for everyone not just those who follow the Christ Light. The information coming will be from the God Light which most religions and believers follow. God does not have favourites which seems to be in the messages which are being circulated at the moment. Everyone should know there are good and bad in all things. God is reaching out through all good people to group together to gain strength but the problem is we have to be wary of the infiltrators of darkness at least their minions. The minions of darkness hide behind what is good poised to strike a blow at any appropriate moment.

There has been a rush for some people to learn cabala why I do not know I am being told communication with Higher Beings and God is to be in your own language and the way you speak normally.

Higher Beings do not communicate through language but vibrations. The vibrations are picked up by your Soul and Throat Chakra. The more connected you are to your Soul the better you will be able to understand the vibrations from the Higher Beings. Too many clairvoyants and mediums are pushing people to communicate with Guides this is not what is wanted. The connections is to be with the Soul it is the safest spiritual way of working.

To work with Archangels and Angels you have to dedicate and commit yourself to them and respect their boundaries of working before they will work with you. They do not sit in your pocket all day long but only communicate as and when required. The beings who will sit and talk all day long are "Fallen Angels".

The more you limit or remain with conditioned thoughts and beliefs the more you restrict information you can receive because it has to be transmitted in a way you understand and not as openly as the universe functions.

By what has been written here does not mean you have to let go of your religion but to try and open up to higher aspects of your religion through God so you can receive greater truth and guidance for yourself.

The most important advice being given is to Question Everything for Yourself blind acceptance could be foolish.

I question and talk everything over with the Divine. I used to ask other people but I have found that sometimes they are only following or parroting hype.

Take care on your journey with become self-reliant and confident.

Blessings.........

My Spiritual Awakening in Egypt.

2010-09-17T21:37:00.005+01:00

I was always told by friends I should visit Egypt but I did not feel drawn to the country at all. Then a woman I met on a cruise coerced me into keeping her company on a Nile Cruise. I was determined I would not enjoy it at all.....famous last words. Please remember I have not been to Egypt before this time.

We flew from Manchester Airport to Luxor as it was package holiday. As we started to fly over Egypt my friend became very excited I looked out of the window and saw desert.

"You have seen it all now, time to go back." I said jokingly.

We were greeted as per usual by the company representative and taken to our cruise ship. It was a very small ship thank goodness not many people on board. I was very happy for a change everyone on our tour was very friendly and mixed well and there were some spiritual and psychic people amongst our group and we enjoyed exchanging experiences.

We first of all went to the Valley of the Kings..it was hot and I had not been well with respiratory problems..the guides walked very fast and the second tomb we went in was Ramses II.. the energy was horrid suffocating I could hardly breathe I could not get out of the Tomb quick enough and sat gasping at the top of the stairs. Our guide who was worried asked me what was the matter I told him about the energy and he had noticed that too in Ramses II tomb. The guide smiled and said lets see what you think of the next tomb I glared at him, I was reluctant for another dose of the same. He managed to convince me I should at least try to go in the tomb and if I did not like it come back.

The next tomb was Ramses IV I walked cautiously into the tomb did not want to make a scene and it was uplifting the energy was light and loving. Compared to the previous one I could not believe the difference. I could have stayed down there all day. I felt really happy, well as happy as you could be in a tomb. The guide was waiting beaming from ear to ear.

"What did you think?" he asked me.

I smiled and replied "I could have stayed down there all day. The energy was unbelievable."

Trajan's Kiosk

My next experience on this tour was at Philae Temple I did not want to leave the temple when I was there her energy was like walking into silk. I could feel Isis and Hathor there, strong yet so soft and feminine. The temple had maintained its spiritual base nothing over the centuries had changed it, except of the damage it had suffered. I mentioned this to our Guide and he returned into the Temple as he had not noticed this before as he was always surrounded by a group. He came back smiling and said I was right the energy is like walking into silk.

On the evening I returned again to see the Sound and Light Show. I am a spiritual person I found the show really annoying. I made my way to the rows of seats for the tourists and sat down.I sat looking round whilst the tourists eventually made their way to the benches. I was overawed as I looked up at Trajan's Kiosk I could see I huge face of a woman at the side of the temple full colour. Her hair was styled like an Ancient Egyptian. I had no one to tell and I could hardly wait to get back to the ship to speak to the guide her identity will remain with me.

That was my first visit to Egypt and I had fallen in love with her and did not want to return to the UK. I found the Muslim people on the whole to be friendly very spiritual and perceptive. I could relate to them very well.

My second visit was later in that year this time I went for two weeks on a friends advice I opted to go with a singles tour company big mistake. The people in the tour group were nasty except for one woman who was only staying for one week and I wish I had.

I did not have many spiritual experiences on the cruise at all except this time at Kom Ombo as we walked away from the temple I started to laugh for no reason and could not stop laughing it was uncontrollable. It was just what I needed a good laugh.

Next stop was the Sphinx when we could go and look around the Sphinx I had no desire to go anywhere near it. I sat down on the seats provided and started to meditate. In a couple of minutes I could see myself in a past life in Egypt this was a first for me. It was so clear and the area which would have been around the Sphinx appeared to be very opulent. I could see the streets houses and clothes. I could see myself dressed beautifully in a silken cerise gown and black cape trimmed with lace. Many emotions flooded in and out of me whilst I meditated I could see a couple of people on the tour during that time. I saw my previous guide leaving in the distance and a feeling of extreme sadness and loneliness. I could see the current guide stood before me blocking my exit. This perhaps was a warning of history repeating itself as it did. I kept this to myself.

We checked-in to our hotel and we were all on the seventh floor of the hotel. That night I was disturbed by something in my room and as I looked up at the ceiling I saw Aton - the Sun god which is depicted as a ~Solar disk emitting rays terminating in human hands on the ceiling of my room. I kept looking at it I realised what it was and eventually I went to sleep. The next morning I spoke to the guide about it. I thought it might have been the street lights reflecting in my room trying hard to be logical..he laughed Nanette your on the seventh floor how can the street lights reflect in your room. Another mystery I will have to look into.

My third visit to Egypt again I tried the singles company and hoped for better tour members, unbelievable they were diabolical really rotten people. There were a couple of people who liked me but were a little afraid to spend too much time with me in fear of being victimised by the others. Despite this I managed to achieve everything I set out to do on this tour and had many special spiritual treats. I decided as I had ascertained the group precisely I would do my own thing and keep out of their way.

We visited Karnak Temple and this time I did not stay with the group I went straight off by myself. I started to walk very fast then I was almost running, I hurried past a Security Guard said wait where are you going stop running, I answered I know where I am going.. he said Oh My God you are running after your spirit slow down, slow down, I could not, he walked and strided as quick as he could to try and be with me, I went straight up some stairs I had found the time before and placed my hands on my special stone the Security said you can only have five minutes well I had fifteen. As I closed my eyes and placed my hands on the stone I could see briefly how the temple would have looked in Ancient Times is was rich with gold. Next to my hands I could see another pair of hands on the stone I have yet to find out who they belong to.

Everywhere I went on this tour I wandered off by myself sensing and feel everything all the time. In one way I was upset about the group and in another it gave me an excuse not to be with them.
I did not allow their diabolical behaviour interfere with what I wanted to do.

I had some very special secret moments which I cannot share on this tour.

We finally arrived in Aswan my whole being lights up on arrival in Aswan I could hardly wait to get to Philae. I was used to walking off by myself and went straight into Trajan's Kiosk to sit and meditate it was peaceful. One of the Temple security guards approached me and asked me to follow him and as this tour was turning out to be an adventure I just did that he took me to a special chamber off the main Isis Temple where I could sit in private and meditate and prayer without being disturbed by the tourist, he was a lovely man gave me some incense and he lit it for me to hold in the little chamber.

After the prayers I went for a walk and met another guard who took me to prayer in another part of the temple and he lit a candle and he joined me in the prayers holding my hands. I could feel a surge of energy flowing from me to him as he held my hands and tears flowed down his face. I was rather shocked at first and realised we were releasing inner pain.

I was overwhelmed as nothing like this had ever happened to me before. The guards took me to the main alter room and cleared everyone away except three Dutch women who joined me at the altar stone we all joined hands around the stone and again the energy started to flow I placed my hand one by one on their backs each of them cried as they released old emotions. The tears just flowed down their faces. I had no inkling this would happen. There was only one woman on the tour who would speak with me (travelling again for a week) I had promised to take her sensing. I took her to the chamber but the Security ushered us into another chamber and an Italian lady joined us. We stood in a corner and one of the security held their hands of the two ladies whilst I placed a hand on their back and prayed the energy started to surge again. The security guard prayed and tears flowed down his face the whole time. I was really overcome again. I overheard the Italian lady speaking to her friends about what had happened the force of the energy was so strong flowing from me.

God blessed me on my last visit to Abu Simbel it has to be the most magnificent of all the temples. The enormity of the construction is just breath taking. The day was doubly blessed we arrive just before sunrise and not only that God had blessed me with being the only person in each Temple as I walked in to enjoy the splendor and beauty of energy and art work both of which are still intact. The energy of both temples were very uplifting and pure in vibration. When I compare the Ramses II tomb in Luxor and the temples he built there is no comparision in the energy. Perhaps the energy in the Tomb is not of him but been contrived by someone else.

After completing my sensing in the temples I was greeted with the moment of sunrise and this is a sight to behold.

I did not have any experiences in Cairo this time as I knew where to walk to but still trying to fathom what it was all about.

Before going to Egypt I had not followed goddess Isis or Hathor or studied anything about them. I was at that time learning about the Irish Celtic gods and goddesses. I have been to places in UK where gods and goddesses have supposedly resided and there is nothing to sense. I was very much surprised to have encountered Isis and Hathor energies let alone see one of their spirit forms at Philae.

I have now completed a great deal of spiritual work on myself that is healing and personal development. I am now looking forward to extending my knowledge of Egypt's Spirit and her mysteries and sharing them with people who wish to learn.

I have learned over the years people react to people on a Soul level even if you do absolutely nothing to aggravate the situation you will find that bad people are always bad to the good. This is a clash of Souls. Often the best you can do is keep your own council so at least you cannot be accused of saying anything and follow your own inner guidance and keep strong.

The other special encounter on both these occasions I was able to meet and talk to people from other countries who could see what I was being subjected to by the groups I was with. I did not complain about them but just enjoyed talking and learning about Brasil, Luxemburg, Switzerland and Spain. the group from Brasil were mainly Japanese immigrants to Brasil and a very elderly lady with her daughter took a shine to me she always had a big hug for me every evening and insisted to sit with me in my group after dinner. The group I was with did not like it at all but dare not say anything. Out of thunder storms comes pockets of rainbows.

I was speaking to the first guide and company representative one afternoon and they stated that there are many people (groups) going to Egypt to try and corrupt the energy there which is really sad. This is people who practice the dark arts. I actually saw some people at Philae Temple performing some spiritual nonsense there and they are not ashamed of being seen. The New Age movement has some answering to do for the ridiculous practices that have been developed and are being used.

Blessings.............

Enduring Changes on the Journey

2010-08-24T19:32:00.007+01:00

How has the journey been, or more to the point how hasn't it been?
I have already written about my difficult past in other posts but more importantly is the past year and it has been exactly a year since I started a serious Self-Healing programme for myself.

This programme of work brought daily challenges both in learning, knowledge and time spent healing. The training did not involve reading books.

The first part was concerned with exorcism that is the removal of demonic and evil entities which were hampering my life. They did not take control of me at least I managed to remain in control of my own being though some thinking was definitely influenced but it ended up of course being part of my learning.

As the demonic entities were being removed and I work very hard in assisting the removal. My entire body would burn from head to toe it was like being on fire almost like a serious fever without the physical body temperature of the infection or virus. The best way I could deal with it was to acknowledge that it was happening but did not focus on it too much after all this was something that really need releasing and I did not want to give it energy. Strange things would happen when a big release was about to happen I would physically shake not good to be out in public looking like that. Also my computer would crash often as I was receiving information to help with next stages.

During that period which lasted about two months I was working 24/7 to deal with it. I devoted a great deal of time to sleeping to heal my body to allow it to regenerate. Once this was done I had to then rebuild myself.

This may sound complicated and at times it was learning to understand what the Archangels expected me to do. I had to re-tune into the higher spiritual realms and become confident with whom I was connecting once the trust was established the work or rebuilding me began.

I tried many different methodologies which were given to me and I followed different ways of working and one thing I found out for sure that Laws of Attraction do not work. You can say them until your blue in the face. Act them out and believe me if Karma or God Who Is In Charge of your learning experience say this is not how it is for you now or this lifetime will not happen.

I found though I could change aspects of myself but only if it was the right time to do. I have have always used positive thinking and speaking about myself I learned this many years ago and it helps in the way people perceive you.

The main part of this has been learning about myself and who I am and who I am not. I have had to put my whole trust in God for this journey. Admittedly I have often disagreed with God but I can now see his wisdom.

I did not like being restricted and held tightly in one place I wanted to move on with my life and have some fun after all the years of struggling with the dark forces I thought it was only fair. You guessed it No, I had to put in time to do training which I was prevented from doing by the dark forces of course they did not want me to be successful in my Spiritual Arts and they made sure people really rubbed my nose in it. I did not give up and Why because my Soul is so strong.

I have had many different diets too to rebuild physical structure, some very strange. I eat many eggs this is because my liver was severely psychically attacked and needed to be re-built. I only take herbal or vitamin remedies e.g. Ginkgo Biloba for headaches. I have changed from eating meat to vegetarian because I cannot tolerate the hormones and bacteria in it as it causes my lymph glands to swell. If one gland is visibly not healthy that means the others are not healthy too. I do not seek medical advice because I trust my higher guidance and healing from the Divine. The thought of being prodded about for weeks on end before a solution is apparent is time wasting for me. Spending a great deal of money on prescriptions which may or may not help temporarily but will definitely damage my body's system by creating serious blocks which then have to be healed. In that time I could have healed myself and really not interested in the scientific name. My body is just at dis-ease and I need to correct it.

Healing may mean taking changes in life style before healing will take place this is due to the fact we insist on keeping to old regimes and this can be the ego/mind encouraging it. Stopping the progression our Soul desires for us.

I have had to work through and face up to large percentage of my limitations both imposed and self-imposed this lasted three months.

I have had my Clairs heightened and I can now download knowledge claircognizantly with ease whereas before I used sit hours without much progress and the same old boring information kept coming through.

If I had not been constrained like I have been to study, I know myself, I would be off doing other things to amuse myself and probably got a bit lost.

If have learned many things both Spiritual and Technical to move myself forward. I have learned to communicate effectively too with strangers. Communication was a problem I was afraid people would not like what I said. Now I am confident to express what has to be conveyed in my way. God is giving me stepping stones all the way building my confidence bit by bit. I have days when I feel a little depressed too but that is because I would like my life to lighten up and have fun, I know that is to come.

I have learned to work at different times of the day to be able to help other people with their Spiritual Journey. I just love doing this I just wake up and get on with the work and go back to sleep when the work is done. It is a two way journey not just me teaching them we share the journey and the teaching. We all require encouragement to get off the ground and push forward. I have made some good friends like this. I could hardly believe I could make good friends just by chatting on-line via Twitter. I have met some wonderful people who I respect very much when they speak to me. I value their thoughts and opinions and what makes me happy they value mine too. I feel valued for the first time in my life.

The most important part of these interactions is it about sharing and not about competing with each other. We are all unique we have own own talents but we have some which meld.

I have had to learn to be gentle with myself too.. this has been incredible because normally I like to get things over and done with, but this is not a days work in the office which has a deadline to meet. This is about me and my life, body, spiritual energies. Healing myself from all the mishaps of this life and past lives it has been and amazing journey of revelations about myself.

I have had to be stronger with people who like to use others and who are not honest. I used to be too generous with my time and energy with these people and most of my dealings generally speaking were women who come into this category they liked to off-load their baggage onto someone else. Thank you but I have enough with my own.

Declutter is one of my favourite words continually doing this. Very painful the first time I had a large throw out of things I was just hoarding in the loft/attic/house. All they were doing was collecting dust. I believe in travelling light now I only keep essentials. The most important things in life are good genuine friends and people you can trust. Objects really do not have any value. Declutter or cleansing the energy in the home is very important to keep energy vibrating at a higher level.

I am now in a position to go forward when God gives the orders, Yes I will be running.

I am looking forward to help those who perhaps are less able to go this process alone, this is part of what I have been trained to do by God and that is right God does not give out certificates to his students. You know when you have passed the test because your Soul is aware and God brings people for you to help.

I have had to practice on people to make sure I knew what I was doing and I feel proud of what I have achieved so far and the major factor in helping others is that they stay in control of their life and environment. If people become dependent on me then I am not doing my job properly also if someone is looking for another crutch then I am the wrong person for them.

I am looking forward to the next chapter of my life.

Blessings.................

Soul Love Verses Unconditional Love

2010-08-08T04:18:00.003+01:00

Understanding the difference between Soul Love and Unconditional Love.
They are totally different energies and forms of loving people, souls and other beings.

Soul Love comes from the Soul it accepts everything about the person it is being sent or given to, it means you accept the person as part of you be them a partner, relative or a friend.

The Soul Love you have for a partner should be greater than the Soul Love you have for a friend. As Soul Love is to be shared with a partner on every level of your being.

Soul Love given to friends can be very strong also as we accept the person for who they are i.e. their good points as well as things which may irritate us and remember we all have irritating aspects. Soul Love Relationships have to be two way and balanced in the giving and receiving.

Soul Love allows the other person to develop and grow in their own way and sometimes relationships have to part to allow each others growth.

Unconditional Love is an energy which we give out that can be received and accepted by many different people that we do not wish to bring into our Soul Centre.

When a good soul/person gives their Soul Love to a bad soul/person, more often than not the bad soul takes that beautiful energy and turns it into something bad and gives/sends it back.

Example: Person A gives their Soul Love which is caring, loving, attentive, supportive to Person B. Person B is a user, selfish, control freak and returns that love with any of the following actions takes advantage or uses, ungrateful, unappreciative, violence, verbal abuse, manipulative, conniving, controlling or dictatorial behaviour, thus squashing and destroying the Soul Love of Person A.

Many relationships/marriages are based on unconditional love in that they really do not love each other; their relationships are based on different controlling or manipulative mechanisms.

Therefore, sending/giving unconditional love in many cases is actually giving nothing at all because the person cannot tolerate the Love energy it makes them angry and also it can make the giver of the Love energy angry too because they do not understand why the person they are trying to love cannot see or feel what they are giving.

When forming relationships we have to decide on what we are looking for in return for our Love is it friendship, partner or just a passing acquaintance.

The old saying God gave us our relatives and at least we can choose our friends. Relatives i.e. family relationships can be one of the hardest to live with as society seems to dictate that we have to love our family members even though they may be the ones who have caused the most unhappiness.

It is easy to give Soul Love to people who really love us and are good guardians within the family regime but again the principles above apply to family members too.

We can choose who we give our love to. In society there is too much of 'having to do what is expected'.

I believe in being kind and polite to everyone regardless of how I view them personally.

My Quotes - August 2010

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My Quotes from My Soul
#Butterfly and #Moth ~ Butterflies love the beauty of the daylight and sunshine whereas the Moth only likes the light bulb which are you?

#Awakening ~ as we become more aware and shine our inner light gradually it becomes stronger. #Relationships start to break and part. (1/2)

#Awakening Relationships~ the brightness exuding from one can be too hard to tolerate by the one still in the darkness this causes splits. (2/2)

#Stop The #Hate ~ Live and let live. Respect others choices it is right for them. Allow people to be who they are, each is unique

#Negative thinking/speaking ~ is putting yourself down, criticising yourself, calling yourself bad names, being hyper and loud.

#Positivity ~ is how you think about yourself. If you think / speak positivity about yourself so will others.

#Forgiveness ~ time taken thinking about what you should forgive within yourself and in others is very important to being able to change.

#Serene Sunday ~ Love Streams of Soul /heart feeding energy coming from God to bring Peace and Harmony in your life.

Clairvoyant and Mediumship Readings

2010-08-04T11:41:00.004+01:00

I spent 3 years doing Readings and Healing and that was a great time of learning for me.
I started by doing small Mind Body and Spirit Fayres around 2002. I always had mixed feelings about doing these fayres because of the different types of energy there .i.e. those who genuinely helped people and those who liked to take advantage of people and the latter being more of the case.

I only did 3 fayres that was enough for me I worked as Healer and I had my own stand and offered mini healing sessions for £5 (GBP) many people came and had a try and enjoyed it. At one fayre I overheard a gentleman say to his partner do not go to 'her' she will have you signed up of for several sessions. My principle has always been it is up to the individual to decide what they need and not coerce them into something they could not afford or were not committed to. The strange thing was his partner was talked into having a block of Bowen treatments by the women at the next stand to me...she pressurised the woman and her husband into doing just what he said I would do. The woman took a large deposit off them to secure their booking...unbelievable.

The last MBS fayre I did it upset other practitioners Why? because they could fee my energy all over the hall when I worked,I did not realise this but was told this by another practitioner who was enjoying my energy and who was confident in her own work.

I did readings for the first time in a shop in the city centre not far from where I lived. I knew I was more than capable but like many people starting something new I was very concerned about my client I would not want to mislead them. My confidence grew as a lady I had seen and advised her what to do and predicted what would happen if she took certain steps.. I predicted that it would happen within two months of the reading. Two months later she returned looking radiant she had taken my advice and was really happy with her life it was just as I told her...she found the courage to leave a very abusive relationship.

I was also having good responses with the healing I was offering people mini healing sessions and people were coming back to have a longer session. I allowed the client to decided what was right for them and people came when they could afford. Some kept returning for mini sessions.

I am very sensitive to my working environment and working at the shop with other clairvoyants was not easy as many of them made the work area dirty and did not clean up after themselves. The worst energy was jealousy I was receiving more bookings and income than the other people working their. The person running this part of the family business was extremely unpleasant person, you would thin I was doing her a favour by working there. I ran that part of the shop so she could take days off and I was always fair with the bookings with the other workers. I found they were undermining me and my work so I left.

I took my business home and worked from there. I did healing from home and telephone readings. I worked for two very well known telephone reading companies and have the experience of doing hundreds of readings.

The first one was the largest I realised people were paying a lot of money for a reading, 30 GBP for 30 minutes, therefore, every minute counted for them. I decided if I could read for them then the reading would have to start in a few seconds I did not want to waste their time and money whilst I spent time trying tune/link into them. More often than not I would tune in straight away, and remember when it was busy on the tele-readings we would get call after call with very little break.

The Quality Assurance people from the largest company was monitoring me as they did with everyone to ensure the quality of the readings were of a standard. The QA gentleman could not understand how I worked at all, I was really confused as I assumed those doing mediumship readings worked in a similar fashion but apparently not. I actually read people's Souls which is an unusual way of working. There many Mediums who advocate they read people's Soul but I am sure they do not by the quality of the reading.

On hearing that the larger company also did sex chats in conjunction with the 'Spiritual' Reading I decided to look for another Tele-reading company as I found it hard to tolerate the energy every time I dialled-in. I believed that spiritual work should not co-exist or function and that kind of environment. Everything has its place.

I found another company smaller one which only did spiritual readings and that made me happy at least thetelephone connections were always clean. I was doing really well with the readings but as always I had my own way of doing things which were not to the liking of the company. I knew some of the clients could not really afford to be having a reading and they could not afford to waste their money with a bad reading. Many would ask me if I could do a shorter reading for them. I could outline their main concerns and what was happening around them immediately this made many people very happy and then at a later time they would call back and have a full reading. To me it was worth building their confidence.

Both companies did not like this they wanted me to prattle on for an hour to the client. I found that sometimes a reading would only be short because some people have many readings a week so there was not much to say.

I always have the person's interest at heart.

What to look for when having a reading:

The person doing the reading should be able to connect with you easily and tell you what is going on in your life not just generic things that could be happening.

Mediumship reading should be able to relate the passed people's personality and special things about them, some can tell names of the loved one and other details.

If they are having difficulty reading you they should be honest and not waste your time.  Many will say at the end of a face to face reading 'Were you happy' with what you have been; how many people can actually say 'No' and walk away....personally I found this difficult to do.

Things that should not happen in a reading:

1.   The Clairvoyant promoting themselves to you

2.   The Clairvoyant telling you about their life

3.   The Clairvoyant telling you about their health problems in detail

4. Telling you about the previous clients problems, breach of confidentiality.

5. The environment should be clean light and airy too if the room they are working in is dark and sombre so is the medium.

I have had all of these happen in readings I have Paid for . In fact one very well known Medium spent 20 minutes of my reading talking about herself. This was my reading and I was paying to listen to her story. I needed help in understanding my life at that time. I only ever went to a clairvoyant if my life was hard to follow.

The reason why I am gentle with people the area I work in is often not clearly understood and I like them to feel confident in what they are choosing to try be it Alternative Medicine - Healing or have a Reading.

It is about being in control and not controlled by others making yourself stronger to take steps to make vital changes in your own life.

Beware of clairvoyants telling you are cursed or have a spell cast on you, many use this to take extra money from you and actually do nothing to help a very dangerous state of affairs. If they truly believe you have a spell cast on you, then ask them to do a free analysis of what is wrong and if you can relate to the problems resulting from curses or spell casting then proceed but if you are unsure I would get a second opinion from an exorcist. I know a very reputable exorcist who will analyse you for free.

Blessings

Days Gone By and Today

2010-07-26T10:26:00.003+01:00

Recently I have been watching programmes about life in Victorian Times in UK where they talk about cramped living conditions, bad air, bad food and the rampant spread of disease.

I started to think what is so different now....We have very cramped working conditions where the offices and work environments are cramped none of them meet Health and Safety Regulations...they are airconditioned therefore the air being ciruclated is bad/recylced and diseases are rampant as they flow through the system. No natural sunlight... long draconian hours... bad chemical filled food, drinks are full of chemicals too the autodispenser coffee/tea/water machines are cleaned with aerosol cleaners . The large water cooling dispensers often have black mold inside the top of the bottle...

Disease which were highly contagious have been minimised but new ones and far worse have taken their place.....

Pharmacies were just beginning in the Victorian Times and since then Drug Addiction and Alocholism has increased.....as Prescribed Drugs are the ones which are causing far greater damage to peoples health because they are legal.....

An example I had a really bad cold with a hacking cough I could not get rid of I tried all my know natural remedies nothing worked loathed as I was I went to the Pharmacy and bought a cough medicine I used to take years ago...I was not prepared for what was to follow....

I took the medicine 5 mls about an hour later I began to feel the pain of the animals it had been tested on...my whole being became angered at the pain, it made me very aggressive which is not my personality...later that day I spoke to a friend and I really got angry with them...they could not believe the change in my personality....I explained to them when they commented I am suffering from taking the medicine I can feel the pain of the animals and it is making me angry and I cannot control the emotions.....

This is what happened from taking Cough Medicine what happens when we take something more potent?

Can anyone justify that we have actually made progress !!!!!!

Sympathy Vs Empathy

2010-07-26T10:12:00.002+01:00

There seems to be so much confusion on the use of Empathy it is being banded about like the latest buzz word or it is fashionable to use Empathy....
I have found that empathy is being used in the work place for documents how can anyone have empathy for a document or anything that is inanimate or empathy for a team of people working together.....

Sympathy ~ majority of people are sympathetic, that is they understand the feelings of another person, they can relate to the situation another is experiencing or they simple just feel sorry of another. The latter is the general case.

Empathy ~ is acutally feeling the identical pain another is feeling, you can feel exactly what the other person is feeling on your body to the extent of feeling and seeing the symptoms.

Very gifted healers are Empaths or Empathic they acutally feel the symptoms of the client on their own body. The healer is born with this ability it cannot be learned. Empathy is part of the soul's make-up. This is why it is called a gift.

Relationships - Clearing Unhealthy Relationships

2010-07-15T23:06:00.003+01:00

We often have many clean starts in our life such as

Moving to a new home is a chance for a fresh start it also means having a good throw out of unwanted things we no longer need after all who wants to pay for moving excess baggage...

Relationship endings also mean another fresh start it is time to move on from a relationship that is not mutually beneficial. This could be be a friendship when friends have out grown each other.

A marriage or common law partnership where the couple are no longer compatible or perhaps they were not ever compatible they married or formed a partnership for the wrong reasons.

Relatives this can be a hard one to deal with because we are conditioned that we have to accept our relatives no matter what. The same rules apply for them if they no longer have a positive, supportive, caring, loving role in your life or you finally realise that they have caused the most upset in your life it is time to move on. Allowing them to cause you pain is harmful to you.

When people find they are looking in different directions it is an indication of an unhealthy relationship especially where one or both parties have tried to cooperate with each other in order to repair or improve the relationship but if it is still failing it is time to admit it can go no further.

Making excuses for peoples behaviour is not good either because in your own mind you are allowing them to treat you wrongly.

Self Respect this is a time of SELF-RESPECT being true to yourself, your needs, your future, your dreams, your mission, your calling, YOUR LIFE.

Many are now are finding themselves on the verge of ending unsatisfactory relationships to move on to defining themselves and find their purpose in life. This should be welcomed an opportunity to be who we really are and find happiness.

Abusive Relationships are the most difficult because the victim often is stuck in a mind trap which is caused by the ego/mind the negative voice that chatters in the head. The victim keeps looking for the person they once loved and they truly believe if they hang around long enough they will find them. The truth is that loving person did not exist in the first place. They put on an act to get what they wanted. Be it a good-looking wife or husband, money, someone they could control by fear and violence to give them a power boost a very negative power boost. It is important to stop being a victim and get out of that environment for your sake and children's sake. Get your self-respect back by respecting yourself first. You do not deserve to be treated like this. Do not be afraid seek help if you need it but get out of there. Take back your power.

Clear out and let go of unhealthy relationships make room for something and someone better to enter your life. Give yourself a chance for happiness and enjoy your dreams.

Blessings.......................

My Quotes - July 2010

2010-07-15T17:04:00.008+01:00

My Soul Quotes for July 2010
#Sunbeam Saturday ~ let the bright rays of God's beams fill your life with Laughter and Love

#Stress - Unselfish Understanding de-stresses your and loved ones life.....

#Stress ~ Be gentle with yourself and others - Stop pushing the limits

#Stress ~ why create stress in the one you love's life ~ Chillout

#Fears ~ People are afraid of what they do not know or understand i.e. themselves, different races, religions and languages

#Goals #Keeping focused on YOUR goals needs determination as distractions creep in to take you off track.

#Listen to God ~ Listening to God's guidance on stepping out of your Comfort Zone can be stressful, feel like UR limits being stretched.

#Faith and Trust ~ UR Trust is being Tested and your Limits of Comfort are being removed. Let Go and Let God.

#Take control of your life be responsible for who you are, your actions, thoughts and words.

#Take control of your health accept what you are creating within yourself.

#De-Clutter and have fun creating a new life for you...

#De-Clutter ~ it is not only possessions which have to be cleared but also people who are not good for us, not supportive, users, beraters.

#De-Clutter # Simplicity less junk or hoarding the clearer the mind, less pressure in the head

#De-Clutter ~ When you hoard items you no longer use it creates a build up of negative energy as they are stagnating

#De-Clutter ~ When we clear junk out of our lives it makes room for something new and better to come into our lives. Hoarding stops progress

#Soul - Now open myself to flow with God allowing all his goodness to enter my life..I NOW have to accept his plans for me..I wait with love

#Look at the Person see their Soul ignore the labels and categories placed by society to create segregation.

#What is, will no longer be and what isn't, will be

#It is not about Me, It is not about You. It is about WE, everyone has to make the difference to change our world. God is behind us all.

#Stop Hiding - You all have something to offer everyone. How U express it is important. Tweeting Your own inspiration is important. Try It

#Thought I knew my goal...LOL All I know is NOW. Everything changing direction daily. New personal challenges to surmount daily. Strength

#Service to God ~ through My Service to God my Soul is inspired by his love. I am inspired to send my #Soul quotes to you.

#God's Power ~ God is now such a powerful and most important part of my life. Let him be yours too.

#Chaos ~ out of chaos comes the calm and clarity. Listen to God he will guide you to your safe shore

#Support ~ I love to give support to my friends and now I am being given support anad advice from them. Friendships flow both ways.

#Big Picture ~ God sees the whole picture you see a tiny piece. God is wanting us to go step by step to be sure-footed.

#Faith and Trust ~ UR Trust is being Tested and your Limits of Comfort are being removed. Let Go and Let God.

#Friendship ~ Grateful to new friends on twitter who support me..God brought them in and continues to bring them just at the right time.

#Limits ~ my limits are being pushed at the moment every day. Being encouraged to take more control. Made to step carefully watching all.

#Take Control ~ Taking control of UR life stepping out of Comfort Zone asserting yourself to be who you are can be stressful

#Gentleness ~ Many very sensitive and fragile people going through life changes now take time to be gentle with yourself and others.

#Peace Starts with YOU.. REPEAT EVERY DAY.......I AM PEACE

##Self-Care ~ today is a day for self care take time to be gentle with yourself call in the Angels to help you through the day...LOVE

#Cleansing ~ I am not making excuses I just should be resting and being gentle with me but it is my nature to give. Time to give to me.

#Cleansing - Like many I am going through cleansing and sometime I am not quite up to speed the past few days have been hard on all levels.

#Relationships ~ learning to stand up to people and speaking out. Taking Risks ~ Your worth any Risk you take..It is FEAR which holds U Back

#Relationships ~ Taking back your Power getting in control of your life can be one of the hardest lessons to learn.

#Toxins ~ Beware of the Chemicals you wear....manmade fibres !!!

My Quotes - June 2010

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My Soul Quotes for June 2010

#Gentleness - Gentleness is not only for those you help - try to be gentle with yourself.

#Compassion - First be Compassionate with yourself and then be compassionate to others. You deserve it too.

#Keeping focused on YOUR goals needs determination as distractions creep in to take you off track.

#Jealousy is not learned or conditioned behaviour it is a component within the Soul which is very negative.

#Being Positive is speaking and thinking positively about others.

#Being Positive is thinking and speaking positively about yourself

#Think Your Positive?Do you always criticise yourself when speaking & thinking? Then Your are Negative.

#Being positive is how you speak and think about yourself.. amazing the number of negative people around alway belittling themselves.

#You can only give love when you understand what love is..true love is unselfish, uncontrolling, understanding the other...

Keeping focused on YOUR goals needs determination as distractions creep in to take you off track.

Only #quotes from our own Soul reflect our energy and light

#Listen to your Thoughts from your Soul...let them guide you because these thoughts are the true you.

#People are afraid of what they do not know or understand i.e. themselves, different races, religions and languages

#Your Soul is your Direct Link to God - Get connected

# A Souls progression takes time and work. Time to be dedicated from yourself and part-take in the work required to release old habits.

#Negative Energy ~ Hatred and Jealousy damage You and the recipient. These energies Muddy Your Aura and Scar Your Soul.

#Oh look at me..listen to me ...let me guide you ...for only I know your true past, present and future.. who I am I...I am you your Soul....

#Relationships when a good relationship starts to disintegrate they are not listening or hearing each other clearly

#Relationships - When people do not understand each other the are looking in different directions

# I NOW LOVE ME ......I NOW ACCEPT ME......

#Your Soul is the hidden expression within you... The eyes are the windows to the Soul.

My Quotes - May 2010

2010-07-15T16:59:00.006+01:00

My Soul Quotes for May 2010

# In the Eyes of God all Races are equal not one more important

#Each person has their own path to God or Creator

#When working with God your own language is powerful

#Keep Life Simple

#Beware of Chemicals you wear

#Question Everything - think for yourself

#Take Back your power ask God who you are

#Take control of your own life

#Bless everything you eat

#Learning Ancient Languages and symbols are not important connecting to God your way is

# Your heart pumps blood in your body. Your Soul vibrates and makes the heart pump, Your Soul is in your body the only direct link to...

# Protect your Dreams beware of the Dream stealers and breakers..they could be the closest one to you.

Relationships - Toxic People

2010-07-05T11:08:00.003+01:00

The Big Question is WHY do you let others disrespect, victimise and abuse you. At the least take advantage of your good nature and kindness.

When God created your Soul he did so with Love, Respect and Understanding these energies were imparted in your Soul, therefore, they are a natural component, along with your unique talent(s). This is how God wanted everything to be in harmony...

It is time to release and let go of Toxic relationships they harm your very being, how do they harm you I hear you ask:

1. The worst that can happen is their energy and behaviour will scar your Soul.

2. Constant screaming and shouting the energy rips and tears your internal organs

3. Self-defense mechanism creates blocks which in turn create illnesses and dependent on the amount of suffering the more serious the illness.

4. You create unnatural triggers within your body which react to the people who are Toxic.

5. You change your true nature to please them.. you loose your Identity.. suffocate...choke..suicidal.

YOU NEED TO TAKE BACK YOUR POWER

GET YOUR SELF-RESPECT BACK

YOU ARE WORTH MORE DESERVE BETTER

BULLYING, VERBAL ABUSE, PHYSICAL ABUSE ARE NOT ACCEPTABLE

1. Sometimes the abuse is subtle like Emotional Blackmail
2. Sometimes the verbal abuse is silver tongued not all abuse are swear words.
3. Sometimes the physical abuse is just pushing to do too much more than you can physically and mentally take.

ASK GOD TO HELP YOU TAKE CONTROL

ASK GOD TO HELP YOU TAKE BACK YOUR POWER

ASK GOD TO SHOW YOU THE STEPS TO TAKE DAY BY DAY TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE

DO NOT SUFFER YOU ARE NOT MEANT TO GOD DID NOT WANT THIS FOR YOU.

Please make the effort to break away from Toxic/bad relationships you will feel so much better. Do not be afraid to be on your own something or someone better will soon fill the gap.

Blessings................

The Ocean Calls

2010-06-26T03:54:00.001+01:00

My Soul yearns to be near water, the Rivers and the Oceans do call.
Many Old Souls re-incarnating have a tremendous love and respect of the water.

It is clarifying for the mind and body....cleanses the skin and refreshes.....

We do not mean the hoards of people who go cook themselves on a beach for a fortnight quick roast.......

Those who go for spiritual upliftment to fill their lungs with exhilaration..visiting the Sea or Ocean fills your whole being with wonderment it is connecting you to an old source of years gone by. The Ancient Antlanteans do so need the water elements... the natural flow of the Ocean dictates the healing being given by the Ocean... you say healing given by the Ocean the energy is powerful and strong. You can tell the type of healing needed by the size of the waves or if it is like a mill pond the gentleness and softness of the healing ..... the sea is good for healing deep seated emotions.

I can think of nothing better than to meditate listening to the sea waves or ocean surf rolling allowing the spirit to dive deep into the sea and swim with the marine life, somersaulting with the dolphins in clear blue ocean or sea....the bluer the better because this is how God created all the Seas and Rivers Blue.... Only man tainted them brown and grey. Now we have them black and murky...

When will the beings on Earth learn to respect what was created and how it was created.... technology is all well and good but look what it has brought....Pain for all.....

Do you think the water elements will just sit and tolerate the daily punishment......we shall see...

The surge within my Soul is crying out for the Seas Oceans and Rivers oh to be united with the water energy I so miss.....

I prayer daily for God to take me to be near the water so clear and pure.....Living here is more than I can endure... the urban suburban jungle....

There are special places on the Earth where the water flow is like a divinity.......

Oh God helps to heal our Seas, Oceans and Rivers so they sparkle blue, and the natural life can flourish and the water sprites can come and play once again amongst the rolling waves.....

Blessings..

Accidents Happen

2010-06-06T11:28:00.008+01:00

What an experience for my son

At the age of thirteen my son broke both his arms, it was his fault and responsibility nobody else's and I made sure he understood this.

I followed the Ambulance to Pontefract Hospital to the A and E. The Doctors on duty were marvellous with him and quickly had on the ward being prepared for surgery the next day to have his arms set.

I had to be at the hospital from 8 am to 8 pm because my son insisted and due to our experience at St James he would only let me look after him.

The nursing staff were great with him and humoured him I could not fault them at all. My son soon learned that he could trust them but still I had the daily duty.

The Consulting Doctor soon realised the plaster pots we useless and my son had to undergo surgery again to have plates put in both arms as the fractures were not knitting together. They gave him Pethidine as a pain killer and the nurse said they should not have he had an allergic reaction to it making him very aggressive I had taken a break for some lunch and as I walked back I could hear him three wards away shouting in pain. He was put on Volterol and this fortunately had no effect on him.

After the surgery the Consulting Doctor visited to explain to my son what had been done, but my son quickly related to the Doctor what had been done using correct terminology. The Doctor was speechless I just smiled and looked away.

The Nursing Sister in charge of the ward was on duty by herself one evening whilst I was there it was chaotic she was rushed off her feet with the children especially the toddler in the next bed to my son who thought it was great to keep wetting the bed. I offered to help make-up the beds with her only too grateful to do something apart from listen to my son complain about his pain.

The main disappointment I had was my son was embarrassed about our gifts and that I and he are healers.

The six weeks he attended the hospital for checks the Doctors could not believe how he was healing so rapidly, but my son objected to me saying anything.

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Beyond the Veil

2010-06-02T11:22:00.005+01:00

What does beyond the veil really mean?
It used to mean being able to see the Spirit world but now we are noticing the veil is being lifted in so many different ways. Lifting the veil is being allowed to see hidden truths.

The Veil Being Lifted on Earth

As you awaken spiritually and become more in tune with life and God so does our inner Light or God Light beginning to shine from within the more it shines the clearer you see everything. This includes, friends, family, colleagues, governments, our planet - Mother Earth.

This can be a rude awakening and painful as you see the truth or true colours of your friends and family and it is so hard to walk away from the people who are no longer looking in the same direction and are holding us back in life.

It is trying to maintain a balance in your life whilst keeping some connections going so that they do not encroach on your progress and life.

Many people recently are having huge disruptions in their life as many relationships come to an end. Many careers are coming to an end as they do not flow with the growing energy and shining lights. Lifestyles are changing too alcohol and prescribed drugs are no longer required. People are moving to natural way of living.

New relationships will be formed which have a stronger base and understanding. They will be more respectful and the bond will become strong and lasting.

The veil is being lifted on governments and corporations as we see more corruption highlighted everyday. We see man-made gods raising their ugly heads showing who is in power.

We now see Mother Earth retaliating on the population for the evil they have wreaked upon her.

We clearly see compassion growing amongst the humans on the earth but it is to no avail as the compassion given is corrupted by the charities giving and receiving.

This is the veil that is being lifted so people are no longer blind.

The Veil Being Lifted from the Spirit World.

The veil is being lifted within the Spirit World many charlatans are being highlighted there are so many controlling New Age Teachers leading groups to only follow their way of thinking. They like to perpetuate the fog between you and all that you can be.

The Archangels are wanting everyone to think for themselves and follow their own truth. People's Souls are at different levels of development or evolvement and therefore the level of understanding varies.

The Archangels want to see everything kept simple so everyone understands.

There are many writers who take two or three chapters to get to the point and go round and round in circles not really saying anything of worth. They may have written pages of pretty expressions. By the time you have got to the message your exhausted or you give up.

God is wanting people to go the direct route to him that is via the Soul. You do not need a mediator someone or something else to interpret for you.

Your Soul is sometimes called - intuition, higher-self, Divine Light, Divine Spark.

You should be encouraged to stand on your own feet not to be feed your life from another's perspective or point of view.

This is what God and the Archangels mean by lifting the veil it is not just being able to see the spirit world.

If you would like to learn more please contact me....

Blessings to you......

Old Soul How Have You Aged?

2010-05-11T08:00:00.004+01:00

Old Soul - this is an expression banded about a lot in New Age Circles.

What is meant when we say Old Soul - we mean the soul is very old and in terms of thousands of years old or more. People assume that when we infer someone is an Old Soul that they are exceptionally gifted, wise and very good.

In reality Souls chose where they wish to age - some choose to stay within God's nurturing care and love whilst others choose to age within the light that comes from within the darkness. True not all old souls are good some have aged within badness this is why they excel in their bad deeds. They are often very devious in their approach hiding behind what is good to achieve their goals.

Also being an old soul does not necessarily mean wise - as in all things some people choose to follow guidance and study whilst others just like to play.

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My Self-Healing

2010-05-09T08:25:00.015+01:00

I have spent many years on the Self-Healing Journey which at times seemed to be never ending...

I will now list the many ailments I have self-healed with natural therapies - Glandular Fever, ME, IBS, Allergenic Asthma, Migraine, Slipped Disk, Menstrual Problems, Kidney and Liver problems, eating disorder, numerous allergies, depression, self and imposed limitations.

My life in 1992 would appear to be that of a normal Single Parent. Working a full-time job, running a home, ensuring my son was well looked after. I was very physically fit so I thought. Then one day I woke up exhausted I could hardly get out of bed it seemed to take me hours to get dressed for work that morning. I felt, I did not know how I felt, I kept debating in my mind about going to the Doctor - this I was loathed to do because of the terrible experience of my Father with hospitals. I chose to go to the Doctor, I went along to the morning surgery and sat in a heap waiting my turn. Eventually it was my turn and I saw a Locum Doctor a retired gentleman as my regular doctor was on holiday, lucky for me because none of the other doctors would have been able to diagnose my ailment. Glandular Fever well that is what they thought it was.

What does Glandular Fever mean in the body, it is an indication that you are extremely over worked stressing your entire being beyond its limits, over doing it, being put upon by family and friends and this I was happening to me but did not realise it. My family were the worst constant demands from my son and mother and neither of them would lift a finger to help me. Days when I was extremely ill I was lucky to get a glass of water, very occasionally my son made me some food, nobody would even take the dog out or feed her, they left the poor thing to me. This what my life was like. Spiritually this means time to slow down and to look after yourself. A time for nurturing and being cared for.

The only prescription for Glandular Fever is rest and sleep - antibiotics aggravate the Glands and causes thrush. My glands certainly did swell up and I slept a great deal after 2 weeks off work I convinced my doctor I was well enough to return to work - big mistake I was far from well enough. In our corporate world there is no place for sickness and I had nobody to look after me. Pressures from work and family I returned to work only to be made redundant a few months later. I then decided to take time out to recover before looking for another job.

A couple years previous I had been to a clairvoyant who told me I was a very gifted healer really had no idea what it involved, though somewhat perturbed and intrigued this is where my journey of healing and self-healing started.

I went to a well know Spiritualist Church and talked to the President Nora Moor, a lady who impressed me with her non judgemental approach, love and compassion. Nora was an epitome of a true Spiritualist. The Healers at the Church were all elderly women and this was my first experience of healing. It was the most beautiful experience I had ever had, the peace and love which filled my body I cannot describe and I could feel the changes taking place. My health began to make progress.

I would talk with the healers and read numerous books from the church library I could not get enough information. I would read 24/7.

From watching the Healers work I learned how to heal and I would practice on myself this was the beginning of my self-healing. I had a routine I did every week. I was also opening up spiritually and was developing at a rapid rate.

I soon found another job and returned to work and not long afterward I found I was developing ME this is worse than glandular fever. I was struggling with my health and work again and I found the only way I could work was to have a power nap at lunch time in my car. Everything seemed to be spiralling out of control. The symptoms of ME are very debilitating, suffered from feeling cold, aching muscles and joints, IBS digestive system, migraine (I had suffered from for many years), lethargy which is the worst part. I spent nearly every weekend in bed resting or at least trying to difficult when you have a very selfish family. I believe one of the symptoms of ME can be suicide as the depression which exists with ME is very intense, but I now believe my feeling of not wanting to live were strongly pushed from darkness.

I tried many natural remedies and therapies non seemed to work. I tried different diets and became a vegetarian this aggravated my condition so much so I lost muscle mass. I found the enzymes in some vegetables slow down the function of the Thyroid and I started to get fat.

I had a slipped disk from bending to pick up soap in the shower.. oh the pain as my lower back locked I could hardly move and how I managed to get out of the shower which was over the bath was a miracle. I cried and dragged myself into the bedroom and attempted to get dressed. Slowly I lay on the bed to stretch out my body desperately trying to work out what to do next. I focused on my lower back and place my hands on my stomach in an attempt to channel healing (thank goodness I had not done the Reiki as it would have been useless) I could feel the energy flowing into my lower back and I got the thought of some exercises to do which I followed and this helped to push the disk back into place. I was still in agony but I continued with the healing and gentle exercises. What an idiot I went to work the following week this was the negative influence around me! I finally cured my back the following week but had the odd twinge finally whilst gardening I received I thought to quickly move my energy and the twinge was no more.

Eventually life was showing me I could not take living with my family so I moved away and isolated myself (even more than I already was isolating myself) from them and gradually I began to heal. I needed peace and quiet. Being screamed and shouted at damages the internal organs the vibrations from the voices rips and tears into organs especially my liver which constantly gave me a nauseous feeling every day for many years. My digestive system was difficult to heal. Shouting was learned behaviour from my mother, I was the one who stopped this a turned to discuss issues as I physically could not take the energy. The energy from my son in particular was like javelins being thrown at me.

Living by myself was not good but I had peace and freedom in my very small apartment just big enough for me to look after as I liked my home to be spotless. Also I no longer had a garden to look after it was great. I lived right in the centre of York only minutes away from work and the shops everything was so easy and simple until the neighbour above me returned from wherever he had been and it was like having my son and his wife in my home again with screaming sessions after midnight and stomping about slamming doors I had to move again, I soon found another house a bungalow in a small village it was perfect and my landlady was good too me and I had lovely garden with a gardener included in the price of the rent.

Now I started to heal in the peace and a garden full of wild birds which thrilled my every day. I doted on the birds buying large bags of bird seed and nuts for the woodpeccker.

Starting to find myself again I decided to give myself a treat and we women love having our nails done - I had my nails beautifully manicured every fortnight. I did not realise at the time but some of the acrylic nails have MMA Methyl methacrylate liquid monomers (http://www.beautymagonline.com/pages/nails_mma.htm) can cause permanent damage to the respiratory system and liver through long-term exposure. I began to have serious Allergenic Asthma and problems with my Liver and Kidneys again. I went to the doctor and he said I would have to an inhaler with steroids but first they needed to take a blood test to ascertain my allergies I did not need a blood test I knew all my allergies. The nurse had difficulty trying to extract the blood, this to me, was an omen that I should not be going down this route anyway 4 years later and I am still waiting to for the doctor to contact me with the results.

I went to a homeopath and herbalist and was soon on my way to recovery. I no longer wear nail polish the experience damaged my nails too. The allergenic asthma became more controllable after I stopped having my nails done and now it has gone the healing was aided by my living in Egypt the arid climate cleared the asthma. I still have little breathing problems living in UK this is due to the humidity, the dampness is not good for me. Often the humidity is between 75 to 100% and people do not associate this with asthma or respiratory problems.

On my journey I found the most helpful were books written by the Dalai Lama they helped me to move my thinking to make myself strong and gave me self-worth plus I visited Samye Ling Tibetan Buddhist Monastery in Eskdale Muir, Dumfrieshire. I visited at least once a month just to sit in the healing prayers they are so powerful they would put me straight to sleep or really it is out of body healing. This kind of healing is very intense and when you go out of your body it is so you do not feel the pain of what is being removed. Many times driving to Samye Ling I would cry all the way there it was a three hour drive from where I lived. This healed me more than any of the alternative therapies I tried given by others.

The worst things I ever did was to have Reiki Attunements as they really made me ill and not only that it restricted my own self-healing abilities.I have now removed all the symbols and life is normal.

Therapies I have tried and not worked for me are - Massage just made me more tired, Acupuncture made things worse, Chinese medicine made me very ill, I thought my stomach was going to fall out, Reiki did nothing the energy made me worse. Often when receiving Healing symptoms can get worse before they improve but this was not the case they just kept getting worse.

What did work for me - Healing from Natural Healers at the Spiritualist Church, My self-healing techniques included Crystals and Aromatherapy, Herbal Remedies, Homeopathy but you have to find a good ones. The Lama's prayers at Samye Ling, Higher guidance and the main healer my faith in God.

Recently on this long journey I came across an extremely gifted woman called Nita an exorcist/demonoligist - I had a strong feeling that I had a spell cast on me as life was too cyclical even if I tried to break the restrictions, life kept repeating itself and the cycles were getting smaller. I was guided on the internet to find her and I struggled to contact her. Finally, I wrote an e-mail to Nita and asked if I had a problem, she wrote back by the next day and yes I did I had a demonic attachment in my throat - this was correct because I had many communication, relationship and financial problems. Nita is not expensive but life had really run me down and I asked if I could give her a deposit to start the work and she agreed.

We worked together on the removal of the demon or at least it turned out to be many demons Nita found that I had a spell cast on me quite young when there was a big change. On reflecting on who had done this I was shown a picture of three girls or young women together not a photo One of my family members had cast a spell on me when I was 16 the year I moved to the UK with my parents. They did this through jealousy and also to take some of my good fortune and happiness way. It is hard to believe that people can be bothered to be so nasty to others and they actually get enjoyment from this. This kind of behaviour has repercussions for selling your soul so cheap. I saw every demon and bad spirit leave me. I felt and knew when more needed to go. I became unfocused, confused and difficult to think and I would shake a lot too as they were doing their best to stop me removing them. Nita's continual support and my loving Guardian with God's help pulled me through.

I now have had my numerology chart done and when I look back and see how my life should have gone if I stayed in Australia as opposed to being in UK. Though my life would have had problems it would have been easier to overcome and achieve success I would have been happier too.I have had very little happiness to draw on to help me push forward. One of the attached demons was giving me an Aneurysm feeling at times I honestly thought I was going to have a heart attack, but with Nita's expert knowledge and healing techniques this was removed almost as quick as I told her what was happening. You can find Nita on Nita@astralhealer.com www.astralhealer.com on her site are many beautiful prayers to help you. At this time I could hardly put a prayer together as I would become unfocused

In total this took me approximately five months working 24/7 to overcome the attachments, implants, curses, hexes and spell casting which I had been subjected to over the years after my arrival in the UK. I spent everyday doing special prayers to God and with the help of the Archangels I began to gingerly move forward again.

In this time I spent many days doing prayers of forgiveness not only for myself but others who have wished me harm. This proved to be very interesting and profound.. After a few days had past I sat down in the kitchen to relax suddenly different faces of the people in this lifetime who wished me harm appeared and I learned their reasons for hurting me. Some people I hardly knew. Majority of them were very sorry for what they had done and we blessed and forgave each other. Whereas about 12 were not apologetic they believed I deserved how they treated me. I forgave their souls but not their actions. During this time I also saw the faces of people I had hurt and we exchanged forgiveness. It is so good and uplifting after you do this.

I had to completely strip myself of the old me as so much damage had been done and start to rebuild myself. I used affirmations to recreate me and worked on self and imposed limitations releasement. Imposed limitations are ones put in place during childhood, education and peers, they are done at a time when you just accept. Everyday I ask God what is my next step I have to take.

I thank God for always loving me and sending Angels and Archangels to support me through my lonely and difficult times.

On your healing journey be careful there are so many out there who are charlatans and work with bad intent. Always ask God if you are going in the right direction - I had difficulty doing this as my connections had been blocked. Both God and I fought from our own sides to reconnect and finally I washed all the mud off accumulated over time and also that which had been thrown at me.

My spiritual guardian she was always beside me coaching, loving, inspiring, and sometimes pushing me forward through all of this so I could be the person I really am.. When I was clearing and releasing she would tell me everything I had to do this went on until I could safely stand alone and think... the fight is not over I continually look after myself and stand up against evil.

A piece of advice my son gave me as we were talking about spiritual things especially after I had very bad migraine.... What are you going to do ...... if evil smacks you in the face will you lie down and cry ..... and shout stop stop your hurting me or will you get up and smack them back even harder !

This was similar advice I gave to him when he was a little boy and being bullied at school, if someone hits you make sure you hit them so hard that they do not do hit you again.

I had been looking for someone to deal with the large amount of negativity surrounding me for a long time. Friends had tried different ones in UK and they charge enormous amounts of money with very little effect. I was advised by the homeopath who was helping me to try a lady she knew and, the lady could see the enormity of the problem but she failed to clear it properly. There are psychics who think they can do this kind of work and they have no idea at all they are just playing with fire and reality end up making things worse than they really are. Please is note being able to Exorcise and understand Demonology is a unique component within a Soul.. God created the Soul with this ability it is not something you can pickup, learn and use. I will be honest here I thought I could do it in the past but it is not part of my Soul either. This work is very dangerous and needs an expert.

Your self-healing journey will only help you if you give yourself time to heal and make life changes to support your healing. Going for healing or other natural therapies will only be beneficial if you assist the healing and change your old bad habits of living. It is about changing you.

If you need assistance on your healing journey contact me to help Blessings to all ................